I really hate watching the news about the boston bombings, texas explosion, as well as attacks in other countries, for a lot of reasons. Obviously, all of it is terrible.
But here I am (along with a lot of other people) depressed and angry and helplessly sad for some reason we've yet to discover, and a lot of those people killed or injured had really great lives that now are over or are forever changed. And it's like why do those things have to happen to those people. I'd honestly rather it be me than someone who is genuinely happy and is doing great things with their life.
Idk if any of this really makes sense but I just feel even worse about the fact that these really awesome people had to be the ones affected by such tragedy.
Idk.














