Long Before We Knew. (gg44)
Pairing: garrett graham x best friend!fem!reader
Summary: when a ridiculously sized water bottle hits you in the back of the head during your first week of college lectures. you never expected the culprit to become your best friend, his roommates to become brothers, and a crowded table to feel like home. everyone knew that what you and garrett had was something special. well, everyone except the both of you.
Warnings: best friends to lovers trope. no mention of y/n, but the nickname Missy is used a lot to refer to the reader. found family. seriously, so much fluff. one kiss. two rather stupid idiots in love.
a/n: iโve risen and written this as a comeback fic. admittedly, i wrote this in a span of three days, and you can tell when i was hungry while writing it. or the fact cherry coke is my favorite. also my inspiration for the nickname came from an off campus interview where i heard stephen say missy. (let me know your thoughts on this! i would love to hear them:)
Word count: 6.9k
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Music blared as you walked into the Boysโ house, which was home to Dean Di Laurentis, John Tucker, John Logan, and Garrett Graham. A blur of drunken college students and bodies pushed together in random small spaces that they thought fit for privacy passed by as you made your way to the kitchen to grab a drink.ย
You checked in the fridge, knowing there would be a stock of mini cherry Coke cans waiting for you. A grin grew on your face as you reached for one.
โMissy!โ you heard someone call from behind. You grabbed a can and turned away from the fridge to the sound of the voice. โMissy, Missy, we were wondering when you were stopping by,โ Dean tutted as Beau and Logan were beside him with smugness written across their faces.
โAs if I would miss seeing drunk Tucker and Logan,โ you joked as you walked towards them. โMaybe we can convince Tucker to make ricotta tortellini for dinner tomorrow. You know heโll feel bad if he agrees tonight and doesnโt go through with it.โ
โIโm picking up what youโre putting down, and I will go find Tucker to give him another beer.โ Logan saluted you as he went to grab a new beer and locate Tucker.
โAm I invited to this dinner tomorrow?โ Beau quipped to Dean.
โI donโt know, man. Are you?โ Dean teased. โMissy, here is the woman of the house. Youโll have to ask her,โ Dean jutted his thumb in your direction.
Beau turned to face you and pouted as he asked, โMay I please come over for dinner tomorrow night?โ
โExcuse me, I do not live here,โ you mocked in defense. โBut, yes, you are invited to family dinner.โ
"Don't even start with that," Dean waved you off.
โFamily dinner?โ Beau questioned you and Dean.
Dean let out a laugh, โYeah, Tucker and Missy have been alternating in cooking on Sundays, and now itโs family dinner,โ as if that explained why you and the boys considered it family dinner.ย
โGarrett invited me over to dinner at the beginning of sophomore year, and Tucker was cooking tortellini. We were all hanging out afterward, and I told them how I would cook more if I wasnโt in the dorms. I hated cooking in the dorms because the smell lingered way too long,โ you started. โAnyways, he cooked dinner that night, and the next weekend I cooked, so it just kind of became a cycle. A routine.โ
โWhy havenโt I been invited to family dinners until now?โ Beau raised a brow at Dean. โI wouldโve brought something!โ
You let out a giggle at his dramatics. โYeah! Why didnโt you invite Beau?โ you goaded.
โNot you too, Missy,โ Dean groaned into his drink. The red solo cup is blocking the view of his face.ย
Allie approached you guys and poked at Deanโs side, causing him to choke on his drink. You and Beau try not to laugh, but the second you look at each other, the laughter spills out. โWhat are you guys going on about?โ
โFamily dinner,โ Dean answered her.
โIs Tucker cooking tomorrow or Missy?โ Allie pondered for a moment. โOh, wait! She cooked last weekend, so Tuckerโs definitely cooking.โ
โMissy wants to get him drunk tonight, so we can get him to agree to make tortellini tomorrow,โ Dean explained the plan to Allie as he pulled her into his side. โYou know heโll feel bad if Missy asks and he doesnโt follow through with it since she made her famous dish last week per his request.โ
Beau quit mid-laugh the second he comprehended that Allie had been attending these family dinners. โAm I the only one not attending these dinners?โ he called out, exasperated.ย
โDean shouldโve invited you earlier.โ Garrett slapped a hand to Deanโs shoulder as he joined you all.ย ย
โG, not cool, man.โ
Garrett made his way to you with a new can of cherry Coke in hand. โFor the lady,โ he presented it to you and took the empty can. He set it down on the counter before turning back to you. โIโve been wondering where you were, but I found you with these bozos and Allie.โ
โBeau is very upset that he hasnโt been in attendance for family dinners on Sundays,โ you whispered to him as he snuck an arm around your shoulder.ย
Your eyes were on Dean and Beau as they started going at it again, but this time Allie joined Beauโs side. Deanโs eyes flared open with joking betrayal. โBabydoll, not you too. Please.โ
โYou want to make rounds?โ Garrett asked softly, leaning down to speak into your ear.ย
โYeah, I want to check in with Tucker. Make sure Logan is getting him drunk, so we can get Tuckโs delicious ricotta tortellini.โ
Garrett guided you away from the group in the kitchen. You both navigated through the living room in search of the fellow housemates. You see Tucker downing a beer and Logan immediately offering him another, which Tucker greedily took into his hands. Logan winked at you knowingly as you and Garrett approached the pair.ย
โHow you feeling, Tucker?โ Garrett asked him, amused.ย
โGreat, G!โ
โYouโre cooking dinner tomorrow, right?โ you questioned, trying to seem like you werenโt sure.
Tucker scratched his head and looked at Logan, who gave him a nod. โYeah! Of course I am,โ he blurted out.
You unconsciously leaned your head against Garrettโs shoulder. โDo you have anything specific in mind?โ You glanced over to Logan with a slight smirk.ย
โDude, you should totally make tortellini again!โ Logan suggested.
Tucker immediately started shaking his head, โAbsolutely not. Do you have any idea how long that takes to make?โ
โBut, Tuck, you know how thatโs my favorite! Wonโt you even think about it?โ You pull away from Garrettโs side to go to Tucker with the biggest pout you managed to put out.ย
Tucker took one look at your face, then another at Garrett, and he folded quickly. โYes, I will,โ he sighed, knowing there was no point in saying no to you. โOnly because youโre my favorite.โ
You let a short cheer out and pressed a kiss to Tuckerโs cheek. โYouโre the best, Tuck!โ
โEnough of that,โ Garrett interjected you two, and he gently grabbed your hip to pull you back beside him.ย
โMr. Best Friend is jealous that Iโm going to steal your heart, Missy,โ Tucker joked.
Logan doubled over in laughter, fully shaking with amusement, โOh, you know that a way to a womanโs heart is food.โย
โMight just take Missy right from you.โ Tucker playfully reached out for you with a smirk, pinching at his cheeks.
Garrettโs grip on your hip tightened just enough for you to notice. Heat flooded your cheeks, and you felt like the room was getting hotter by the second. You shouldโve been used to the jokes by now, but being Garrett Grahamโs best friend since freshman year came with lots of teasing.
The day you and Garrett met was in a history lecture, and he was sitting behind you. When class ended on the last day of the first week, you were still gathering your stuff, and Garrett was getting up to head out. In a rush to grab his ginormous water bottle, he brought it up, and it hit you right in the back of the head.
The professor whose name you hadnโt quite remembered yet just dismissed class, and the usual chaos of shuffling backpacks with everyone gathering their things filled the room. You remained seated as you were putting away your notebook and trying to search for your headphones in your backpack. With your head slightly tucked down, you werenโt really too aware of your surroundings, and something had smacked into the back of your head.
Thunk.
It wasnโt hard enough to hurt badly. Just hard enough that it made you jump. You let out a surprised yelp and gently rubbed the sore spot before putting your arm back down.
โOh shit.โ You heard some mutter behind you. Garrett instinctively reached to touch the back of your head with his free hand but retracted, realizing it probably isnโt appropriate to do that to someone youโve just met, even less so after you accidentally hit them in the head. โIโm so sorry,โ he blurted out.
You turn around, and a guy is staring at you in complete horror. It was only a few seconds later when you realized that he was the new hot shot hockey player. Which from what youโve seen on The Fifth Line, there was a bit of emphasis on the player part.
The expression on his face caught you off guard.
He genuinely looked like he thought he just committed a crime.ย
You shook your head, amused despite the small sting. โItโs okay! Things happen.โ You laughed off, softly giving him a smile, trying to let him know you werenโt mad.ย
Somehow, the poor guy looked even more distressed.ย
โNo, seriously,โ he says. โAre you okay?โ
You glanced at the water bottle that is ridiculously large.ย
Then back at him.
โYes, totally.โ
โNo, seriously.โ
โI am serious.โ
โI just hit you with my water bottle.โ
You laughed at the redundancy. โIt was a light tap.โ
He doesnโt seem reassured whatsoever. โI know thatโs got to hurt a bit.โ
โNothing I canโt handle.โ
He frowned.ย
You could practically see him trying to decide whether youโve secretly suffered a concussion. The thought almost made you laugh again.ย
โSeriously,โ you told him. โItโs okay.โ
โWhy do you have to be so nice?โ he grumbled, and the look on his face made this far funnier than it should be.ย
โYou seem to be more upset about this than I am,โ you teased, watching as his shoulders slumped.ย
โThatโs probably true,โ he mumbled softly as he kept eye contact with you. There was a twinkle in his eye that you just knew was trouble.
โThere he is.โ
โWhat?โ
โThe normal person.โ You get a laugh from that, escaping before he could stop it.
โI should probably introduce myself.โ His lips quirked into a smile as he shook his head.
โOfficially?โ
He paused, confused, โWhat?โ
โI know who you are, Garrett Graham.โ
His expression fell blank for a split second before he quickly recovered it with a grin. โSo you do.โ
โPeople tend to know you when thatโs the only name you hear people cheering at hockey games this year,โ you confessed to Garrett.
โYouโre very observant.โ
โMore like I have eyes and ears,โ you grinned back at him.
He dropped his head into one hand with a slight chuckle. โWell, I apparently know much less about you than you know about me.โ
โThat sounds right.โ
โSo let me make it up to you.โ
โBy how exactly?โ You quirked an eyebrow at him.
โCoffee,โ he offered.ย
You pretended to think about it, but mostly because youโre curious what he would do.
โCoffee?โ you repeated in question.
โI owe you.โย
โYou really donโt.โ
โOh, cโmon. Iโm buying you coffee.โ
You smiled, โOkay.โ
His eyebrows lifted. โOkay?โ
โSure,โ you answered again.
โJust like that?โ
โJust like that.โ
He looked suspicious for a moment, like he thought there was a catch. You decided not to tell him there is one. Namely, that he still didnโt know your name. And youโre not intentionally volunteering it. You finished gathering your stuff and started to head toward the exit.
He followed right behind you.
The hallway outside is crowded with students weaving between classes. He made a quick step around you to be ahead, so he could hold the door open for you as you left the lecture hall.
Still no name. You took a short look at him, and you could tell heโd noticed.ย
The occasional glance he sent your way confirmed it.
You donโt say anything.ย
Neither does he.
The silence stretched all the way out of the building. Then a voice called out, โThere you are, G!โ A tall blond jogged towards you two. โThought you vanished.โ
Your water bottle assailant immediately groaned, โUnfortunately not.โ
The blond glanced between you and Garrett. His gaze immediately stuck to you, and a faint smirk played at the corner of his lips. โOh.โ
โNo.โ Garrett immediately shut him down.
โOh, absolutely.โ
โItโs notโโ Garrett was cut off, and the blond ignored him completely. You could tell that they were good friends.
โWhoโs your friend?โ he asked Garrett with a growing smile. A dangerous smile. Before either of you could answer, he added, โAnd why does she look like she knows every embarrassing thing youโve ever done, G?โ
You laughed, and Garrett pointed at you. โThatโs exactly the problem.โ
The blond stuck out his hand. โIโm Dean,โ he introduced himself jokingly formally.
You reciprocated by shaking his hand, โNice to meet you.โ
โYou too, beautiful.โ
You playfully rolled your eyes and decided that it was time to put the poor guy out of his misery. You tell Dean your name while purposely trying to keep your attention on him rather than Garrett.ย
Dean repeated your name out loud. โNice.โ
From the corner of your eye, you caught Garrett repeating your name quietly to himself like he was trying to memorize it.ย
Cute. You thought to yourself.
Then Dean glanced between the two of you again, โSo what happened with Missy here?โ
You blinked at the nickname. โMissy?โ
Garrett groaned again, and you were ignored by the two. โNo.โ
Dean pointed at him knowingly, โYou did something! Because when I walked up, you looked like youโd spent the last ten minutes apologizing.โ
โHe basically has,โ you snorted.
โExactly,โ Dean grinned. โSo I figured heโd messed something up.โ
โMaybe not messed anything up but a first impression,โ you pretended to ponder as you rubbed the back of your head, hoping that it would mess with Garrett. You hid your laugh when you saw that he noticed your little joke.
Garrett looked ready to walk directly into traffic just to distance himself from the embarrassment from you and Dean.
You laughed, and when you glanced back over to Garrett, you caught a look on his face. A wide grin. The one that says heโs just had an idea. Probably a terrible one while you guys were at it.
You narrowed your eyes at him, โWhat now?โ
โWhat?โ he tried to play it off.
โYou have that look.โ
โI donโt know what youโre talking about.โ
โYes, you do,โ you insisted.
Dean stopped mid-walk as he burst out laughing, โOh shit, G. Sheโs already figured you out.โ
Thatโs when Garrett said, โNothing, Missy.โ You stopped walking. He kept going.
Dean nearly choked.ย
โDonโt.โ You shook your head at him, but you were talking to Garrett.
โDonโt what?โ he responded.
โThat.โ
โWhat?โ
โMissy.โ Garrettโs smile turned innocent. Entirely too innocent. โYou literally just learned my name,โ you told him.
โYeah.โย
โAnd?โย
โAnd thatโs not it,โ he said as if it were the most obvious thing.ย
Dean was at the point of laughing so hard that he was barely breathing.ย
Garrett just shrugged.ย
You should probably have been annoyed. Instead, despite yourself, you fought a smile. Because somehow the nickname sounded ridiculous enough to work. Then, judging by the look on Garrettโs face, there was no chance he was going to let it go.
โCoffee,โ you said, shaking your head.
โCoffee,โ he agreed.
Somehow, before youโve even made it to the coffee shop, the nickname Missy is already stuck.
By the time that Garrett invited you to hang out with his friends in his line, the two of you had long since become inseparable.
At some point, coffee turned into study sessions.
Study sessions turned into lunch, which led to spending entire afternoons together.
Somewhere along the way, the nickname still followed you.
No matter how many times you complain. No matter how many times you reminded Garrett, you did have an actual name.
To Garrett (plus Dean), you would always be Missy,
Which is why you werenโt surprised when he texted you one Friday afternoon midway through the semester.ย
You rolled your eyes as you read his last text and scanned around your room to search for this manโs colossal bottle. How did he forget it? Beats you.
Bingo.ย
You found the bottle and headed out to finally make introductions to Garrettโs friends. Who has been bugging Garrett the moment they found out he was hanging out with a girl and not hooking up with her.ย
The house itself is exactly what you would have expected when four college freshmen are given a place together. Itโs not particularly messy, but it felt lived in.ย
The kind of place where people actually spend time together and enjoy each otherโs company instead of disappearing into separate rooms 24/7.
The front door barely closed behind you before Dean appeared.
โThere she is!โ
You pointed at him, โYouโre responsible for the nickname.โ
โAnd proud of it,โ he cheesed, that kind smile that is always so infectious that you felt your own lips curling.
Garrett appeared behind him. โYou absolutely should not be.โ
โShe still answers it.โ
You hated that he was right.
The grin he gave you says he knows it too.ย
A few moments later, youโre introduced to the remaining roommates. John and John, or better known as Tucker and Logan.ย
The pair bombarded you with questions, and within five minutes, they somehow learned your major, favorite coffee order, and your favorite drink.
โYou seem normal enough,โ Logan deemed as a proclamation as you guys talked in the living room.ย
โExcuse me?โ
โI expected worse,โ he shrugged.
You looked at Garrett and asked the other boys, โWhat exactly has he been saying about me?โ
Each of the boys quipped a response.
โA lot.โย
โEnough.โ
โSome would say too much.โ
โI hate all of you,โ Garrett muttered under his breath.
โYouโll fit right in,โ Logan finished.
By the end of the night, you all were sprawled across the living room arguing over movies and laughing so hard at shared stories that your stomachs started to hurt.
You sat on one side of the couch with Garrett. You were leaning against him while you were talking to Tucker and Logan about the best Batman movie. Garrett was talking to Dean about some girl Dean saw working at Maloneโs. Garrett had his arm loosely wrapped around your waist, and his hand was messing with the hem of your shirt.
At some point, you realized something.ย
You didnโt feel like a guest.
It was almost like youโd always been there.ย
And judging by the way nobody bothered treating you differently, the guys seemed to feel the same way too.
It was the start of sophomore year, and your presence in the Boysโ house was now such a regular occurrence that you had a drawer in Garrettโs room, a toothbrush next to his, and under the sink, he had a bottle of your perfume.ย
When youโd pointed it out the first time, heโd shrugged. โYou forget stuff.โ
โI won't forget perfume.โ
โYou might.โ
โI wonโt.โ
โBaby, itโs there just in case.โ
He claimed that he just wanted you to be comfortable and feel at home, but you knew one of the real reasons was that he was obsessed with seeing your stuff in his room.ย
You thought that people would get better about your and Garrettโs friendship, but it seemed that people could never fathom the fact that Garrett Graham had a girl best friend.
Frankly, sometimes you couldnโt believe it yourself.ย
As much as the rest of the boys in the line teased you, they were fiercely protective of you and defended you against any rumors that people tried to start. It is endearing how much you and the boys treated each other like family.ย
Something you would never admit out loud is the fact you knew that you and Garrett crossed the boundary of best friends a long time ago. Sure, you were attracted to him and cared for him like no other, but his constant saying that he doesnโt have time for a girlfriend really messed with your head.ย
You loved him. There was no doubt about it. You tried putting yourself out there and dating, but a lot of the time, guys werenโt interested when they found out your best friend was Garrett Graham.
It didnโt help that Garrettโs love language is physical touch. He constantly found ways to be close and touch you, whether it was an arm around your shoulder, holding your hand in his lap under the table when you and the boys hung out at Maloneโs, or a hand that always found your back or hip when you guys navigated through crowds.ย
Even with that, there were the puck bunnies to consider, the numerous girls who seemed to gravitate to Garrett the second he flashed that damned smile. But they wouldnโt be able to say they knew him. They didnโt know his favorite band, what major heโs pursuing, how he liked his coffee, or what his motherโs name was. But you did. Of course, you knew him like the back of your hand.ย
โMissy, do you know where myโโ Garrettโs voice from the bathroom snapped you out of your thoughts.ย
You responded before he even finished his sentence: โBub, your phone is still charging by the bed.โ
You were sitting by the window, and the book you were reading had long been forgotten in your hands. You set it aside near a couple of other books you kept there.ย
Garrett walked out of the bathroom with his hair still damp from the shower he had just taken, and a towel wrapped around his waist. You hadnโt looked over to him yet as you were folding a blanket that you kept by the window. He watched you with a soft gaze, and a smile budded on his lips.
He went over to the bed and tapped on his phone to check the time. His wallpaper flashed at him. It was a photo of you in the kitchen blowing out your birthday cake candles when he and the boys surprised you with a mini celebration last semester.ย
โHey, we should probably head down soon. I think Tuck is done cooking dinner,โ he suggested. โLet me put something on, and we can go.โ He went to his closet to grab some clothes.ย
You nodded at him and grabbed your phone. โIโm going to head down now to see if he needs any help.โ You pressed a kiss on his jawline when you headed out of the room.
You wandered down to the kitchen. โIt smells like a restaurant in here.โ
โOf course, with Tuck cooking,โ Dean said as he carried a case of beers to the fridge.ย
โIโm making tortellini,โ Tucker called out on the stove.ย ย
Your eyes scanned the room and saw several pots going at once and the counters covered with ingredients. It almost looked suspiciously professional.
โYou need any help with anything, Tuck? Iโm all yours.โ
โDonโt let G hear you say that.โ Logan chuckled as he walked into the kitchen, holding something behind his back.ย
โWhatcha got, Logan?โ
โYou know weโd never forget about you.โ Logan brought his arm around to his front, revealing a case of mini cherry cokes.ย
โYou guys are the best.โ You buttered them up with a cheesy smile.ย
He took one from the case before handing it to Dean to put in the fridge. โFor the lady,โ he exaggeratedly presented the can to you while bowing.ย
โWhy, thank you, kind sir.โ You accepted the drink in curtsy.ย
โWhereโs G, man? Foods ready to be served, and his ass is still in his room,โ Tucker howled out as he started serving the plates.
You expected to hear a response, but you noticed the silence rather quickly. You looked up from opening your can and saw all three of the guys staring at you for a response. โWhy are you guys looking at me?โ You blurted.ย
โWell, where is he?โ Dean prompted.ย
โUp in his room.โ
โWhy is he not down here with us?โ Logan added.
โYou guys know that Iโm not his keeper, right?โ you groaned exasperated.
The boys all mirrored the same look that screamed, โAre you being serious right now?โ
โIโm not!โ Your voice cracked at the delivery, causing the others to laugh.
โWhat are you all laughing about?โ Garrettโs voice broke through the laughter.ย
Silence fell upon the room for a few short moments before Dean made a joke: โJust about Missyโs obsession with cherry cokes.โ He held up another can to set on the table.ย
โG took you long enough, man,โ Logan greeted Garrett.
โWe were just about to start with you,โ Tucker playfully told him.
You all crowded around the old kitchen table. Nobody bothered about matching plates or utensils. One of the chairs wobbled, and Dean had the luck of getting it for the night. You were seated next to Garrett, close enough for your knees to knock into each other and neither of you cared to move.ย
The meal was perfect.
You took one bite.
Then another.
Followed by another.
โThis is the best thing Iโve ever had,โ you praised.
Tucker laughed, โWhat?โ
โIโm not kidding, this is heaven,โ you hummed happily.
โBabe, if you think this is heaven, maybe I can show you what real heaven feels like,โ Dean dramatically winked at you knowing that it would get on Garrettโs nerves.
โQuit it,โ Garrett told him but turned his attention to Tucker, โI told you sheโd love it.โ
You narrowed your eyes between the pair, โYou discussed this beforehand?โ
โObviously,โ Garrett stated.
โYou are all weird,โ you declared to the room.
โAnd yet youโre here with us on a Sunday night,โ Logan bemused.
You pointed your fork at each of the boys, โI regret befriending you all.โ
โNo, you donโt,โ Garrett affirmed.
โNo, I donโt,โ you admitted with a smile creeping on your lips.
The table fell quiet for a half second. Not awkward. Just one of those moments that everyone wanted to take in and keep as a treasured memory. Everyone glanced at each other with fondness.ย
The moment faded when Dean threw a bread roll at Garrett.
If someone were to ask you what your favorite meal is, this would still be the answer.
Maybe not fully because of the tortellini. Which was genuinely incredible.ย
It was because of this. The table. The laughter. Logan arguing with Dean. Tucker pretending not to be pleased with himself that everyone kept going back for seconds (and thirds and fourths for the fellow hockey men). Garrett stealing food directly off your plate despite having an identical serving.ย
You felt like you always belonged there.
The tortellini just became attached to the memory. After dinner, everyone helped to clean up. Or at least claimed to. Dean somehow managed to disappear. Tucker offered moral support rather than actual labor for once in the night as he sat on the counter, keeping you guys company. You and Garrett ended up doing most of the dishes. Logan cleaned the counters quietly.
โYou know I wish I cooked more,โ you said to no one in particular.ย
Tucker glanced over. โYou cook?โ
โA little.โ
โA little means yes.โ
You shrugged, โI used to a lot when I was home, but with the dorms the smells lingered too long, and just not enough space.โ
โThatโs fair,โ Tucker hummed.
โAnd cooking for one kind of sucks,โ you whispered but it was loud enough for the boys to catch it.ย
โIt does,โ Garrett nodded.
โNobody asked you, bub,โ you retorted.
โIโm supporting you.โ
โMore like interrupting,โ you kid.
Tucker laughed, you brought your gaze to him. โYou should cook here.โ
You blinked at him, โWhat?โ
Dean chose that exact moment to reappear, โAbsolutely.โ
Logan pointed dramatically, โI second this.โ
โYou guys havenโt even tasted my cooking,โ you cautioned them.
โWeโre willing to take risks,โ Garrett grinned at you.
The look made you suspicious. โOh no.โ
โWhat?โ Garrett questioned with false innocence.ย
โYou have an idea.โย
The other three just watched the banter between you two.
โI always have ideas,โ Garrett claimed.
โThatโs worse,โ Logan whispered to Tucker.
You looked around the kitchen. At the house. At the boys who were crowded into it. There was a familiar comfort that you donโt remember forming. And for the first time, the idea didnโt feel strange.
It felt natural.
โOkay.โ
โDone.โ
By the end of the night, Sunday family dinners existed.ย
Every Sunday.
One week Tucker cooked. The next week you did. On a rare occasion, Dean, Garrett, and Logan teamed up to cook for the night.
Nobody was allowed to skip without a legitimate emergency.
Dean attempted to argue that hungry bunnies counted as an emergency. That one earned him a slap on the back of the head from the other three.ย
The dinners became routine. Then tradition.ย
Followed by something more. People started planning their schedules around them. Sometimes new people were invited.
Bad weeks felt easier knowing when Sunday was coming.
Good weeks feel better when there are others to celebrate with.
By the end of the semester, everyone stopped pretending. Not about the dinner, but about you and Garrett. The two of you still insisted that you were strictly best friends.ย
Everyone else nodded along, desperately waiting for one of you to say something about it.
Because whenever someone looked around the table, the picture was always the same.
Garrett grabbed you a cherry Coke every time he reached for his one beer for the night without thinking.
You saved him a portion when he was running late.
The pair of you always sat beside one another.
Nobody said anything. Mostly because they knew that you both would deny it.
But every Sunday, around that crowded table, the rest of the house watched the two of you and thought the same thing.ย
That you two loved each other. That you lived better being next to each other.ย
โYo! Missy, do a shot with Beau and me,โ Dean shouted from the kitchen, setting out the shot cups.
Before you replied, you looked to Garrett, and as if he could read your mind. โJust spend the night. It's not like you were planning to go home anyway. Go enjoy yourself.โ
โThanks, handsome.โ You pressed a quick kiss against the edge of his jaw. โWhat is it?โ you questioned when you went over to Dean and Beau.
โA shot,โ Dean answered.ย
โVery informative.โ
You looked toward Beau, maybe the only responsible person in the house right now. He glanced up to hand you the shot. โDonโt ask me. This was all him.โ
Deanโs grin was concerning. You groaned dramatically, โI feel like this is a bad idea.โ
โIt absolutely is,โ Logan agreed.
โNot helping, Logan,โ you murmured under your breath.ย
Dean wiggled his shot.ย
You turned your head to look back at Garrett. Automatically. The same way you always did. In a way, you didnโt realize you did so often, but Garrett noticed. One look and he already knew exactly what you were asking.ย
The corner of his mouth lifted. โYouโll be okay. Iโll take care of you, baby,โ he reassured you.
โWill I?โ You smelled the shot, causing your nose to scrunch up.
โProbably.โ
โProbably?โ He laughed at your echo as he shuffled over to you guys.
โIf Dean somehow tricks you into doing more than oneโฆโ he trailed off, looking at Dean, who was setting up even more shots.ย
โI heard that, G,โ Dean quipped at him.
โIโll drag you upstairs before you make any life-ruining or altering decisions,โ Garrett finished.ย
There was a certainty in it that made you smile. It was the thing that always settled something inside you. No matter the situation, you knew that Garrett would take care of you.
Not because he thought you couldnโt take care of yourself. Just because thatโs what the two of you did for each other.ย
The same way you always made sure he wasnโt overworking himself with practices, games, studying, etc. The same way you brought him his protein shakes to practice when he forgot.ย
The same way you both somehow always knew when the other needed support before having to ask for it.
โYou ready, Missy?โ Dean winked at you.
โYup,โ you cheered with Beau and Dean. You downed the shot, and Garrett was already next to you with a chaser to help.
โOne day youโre going to explain this thing between you two,โ Dean pointed at you and Garrett.ย
โNever,โ you and Garrett said simultaneously.
Logan nearly doubled over laughing.
Tucker giggled to himself, having found his way over to the kitchen a few moments before.
Dean looked personally offended.
And Garrett just looked at you with the same twinkle in his eye from the moment you first met.ย
The party died slowly with people filtering out in groups. The music was playing low. Empty cups and bottles accumulated on every available surface. By three in the morning, the Boysโ house was mostly quiet.
Tucker was passed out on the couch nearly an hour ago. He mumbled something about tortellini right before knocking out.ย
Around the same time, Logan disappeared upstairs after making sure everyone downed a water bottle and some ibuprofen.
Dean was last seen stealing leftover pizza before vanishing into his room.
You were gathering the scattered trash left around the house, with Garrett following you with a trash bag in hand. You two worked your way around the house, making sure that nobody broke anything and didn't say anything about it.
You headed upstairs when Garrett went to throw out the bag outside.ย
You found yourself curled into the corner of Garrettโs bed, wearing one of his hoodies that ended up living in your drawer here just for you to wear. You nursed another bottle of water. Not because you got particularly drunk. Because Garrett had handed it to you without asking before you went upstairs.ย
The room was dim except for his lamp. Your drawer was half-open. A pair of your socks were sticking out. Your charger is plugged into the wall.ย
There is so much evidence of you in this room now that it would be impossible to explain away. Not that either of you really tried to anymore.ย
Garrett entered the room and headed straight to grab a pair of sweats. He went over to the bathroom.ย
He came back out now shirtless, just in his sweats, and he threw his clothes into the hamper, which landed right on top of yours.ย
Garrett sat beside you on the bed. Close enough that your arms brushed against each other.ย
Neither of you said much for a while.ย
The silence wasnโt awkward. It never really was. It was one of your favorite things about him. The ability to simply coexist together.
Eventually, he glanced over, โTired?โ
โExhausted.โ
โDid you have fun tonight?โ
โI always do with you.โ Your body started to lean into him.
Garrett brought you into his chest. The smell of your perfume overtook his senses.ย
โReady to go to bed?โ he hummed into your hair.
You nodded gently and tore yourself from his grasp to look him in the eyes. Your gaze traveled from his lips to his eyes. Suddenly, neither of you was looking away.ย
Something shifted. Not all at once. Just enough. Enough that you felt it, and you knew he did too.ย
Garrett exhaled slowly. โCan I tell you something?โ
The question snapped you out of your daze because Garrett sounded nervous. He never sounded like that around you, not anymore.ย
His laugh was quiet. A little disbelieving. Like he was debating with himself.
Then he shakes his head, โI think Iโve been trying not to say this for months, hell, since the moment you cooked dinner for all of us while we were at practice back in sophomore year.โ
Your heart immediately started beating faster. โOkay.โ
โI keep telling myself weโre fine just the way we are.โ
You blinked, โWe are fine.โ
โWe are,โ he smiled. โThatโs part of the problem.โ
You stared at him, and the room felt like it was getting warmer by the second.ย
Garrett ran a hand through his hair. โI like you.โ
โWow.โ
โWhat?โ he quirked his brow at you.
โThat sounded odd,โ you giggled to yourself in disbelief.ย
โIt didnโt,โ he defended weakly.
โIt definitely did.โ
โIt really didnโt.โ he shifted closer. โI mean it.โ
Your chest hurts in the best possible way. โI know you do.โ He froze at your confession.
Not because heโs told you before, but because heโd shown you.ย
Every coffee he gave you when he knew you stayed up late studying.
Every late-night conversation in his room pretending that what you guys had was a normal friendship.ย
Every time he remembered something small.
Every time he made space for you in crowded places.
Every time his eyes searched for yours after he scored a winning goal.ย
Every time he looked at you like you were the best part of his day.ย
You already knew, but hearing it made it real.
โWhat?โ
You smiled, โI know.โ
His expression looked almost offended. โYou were supposed to be surprised.โ
โYou have a bottle of my perfume under your sink.โย
โIn my defenseโโ you cut him off.
โYou gave me a drawer.โ
โYou needed a drawer. How else were you supposed to stay over so often?โ he shrugged.
โMaybe.โ You reached for his hand. The movement was natural, like everything else with him. โI like you too.โ
The room went still. Garrett stared back at you. โYou do?โ
You snickered. โSeriously?โ
โI just want confirmation.โ
โYou have been my favorite person since the moment you almost concussed me freshman year.โ
He covered his eyes with his hand. โOkay, moment ruined.โ But when he uncovered his face, the smile that spread across his lips was devastating. Warm and content. Happy.
โSo?โ
โSo what?โย
You shifted closer. โWhat does this mean for us?โ You pretended to ponder. โHm.โ
โMissy.โ
โI thinkโฆโ You cocked your head to the side. โThis means we should probably stop pretending weโre just friends.โ
Garrett laughed. A real laugh. The kind that only came out around people he felt completely comfortable with. โYeah.โ
โYeah?โ you repeated.ย
Then he leaned forward, slowly. His hand settled against your cheek. And when he kissed you, it didnโt feel new. It felt like something youโve been waiting for a very long time.ย
When you finally pull apart, both of you are smiling. A little stunned. Definitely giddy. Garrett rested his forehead against yours. โSo weโre not telling them.โ
You softly chuckled to yourself, โAbsolutely not.โ
โTheyโre going to be unbearable.โ
โEspecially Dean.โ
โHeโll claim responsibility.โ
โToo bad itโs thanks to your ridiculous bottle.โ
He groaned, โWe are keeping this to ourselves.โ
โAgreed.โย
The agreement lasted less than eight hours.
The next morning, the kitchen smelled like coffee and bacon.ย
Logan was standing at the stove.
Tucker was sitting by the counter with his head in his hands.ย
Dean was eating cereal directly from the box.ย
Nobody looked particularly awake. You shuffled into the kitchen wearing another one of Garrettโs hoodies, which wasn't unusual.ย
Garrett followed a minute later. Also not unusual.ย
Nobody paid attention.
Logan continued cooking his bacon.ย
Tucker still hadnโt lifted his head up yet.
Dean kept munching on the cereal.
Garrett walked directly to the coffee pot. Also normal.
He poured a cup. He added exactly the amount of cream and sugar you liked. He carried it over to you. Still normal.
โMorning, Missy.โ You heard Logan call from the stove.
โMorning,โ You replied.
You accepted the mug from Garrett. And without thinking or planning, you leaned up and pecked his lips. Quick. Easy.
And not normal.ย
The room went silent. The silence lasted exactly two seconds.ย
Then Dean practically launched out of his chair, โI KNEW IT!โ
You immediately dropped your head. โNo.โ
โYES.โ
โIt has been like six hours.โ
โI KNEW IT.โ
Garrett groaned.ย
Dean pointed to himself, โThis happened because of me.โ
โIt absolutely did not,โ Garrett remarked.ย
โI brought you together.โ
โYou really didnโt,โ you laughed.
Tucker finally lifted his head and studied you and Garrett for a moment. Then nodded, โAbout time.โ
Garrett pointed at him, โThank you.โ
โNo problem,โ Tucker muttered as he dropped his head back down.
Dean looked betrayed. โThatโs all you have to say?โ
โWhat else is there to say?โ Tuckerโs voice was muffled.ย
โTheyโre dating!โ Dean proclaimed.
โTheyโve been emotionally dating for like over a year,โ Logan shrugged off.ย
โFair,โ you mouthed to Garrett.ย
Logan flipped another piece of bacon, completely unfazed. โBaconโs almost done.โ
The room erupted.
Dean started shouting. Garrett was laughing. You nearly spilled your coffee when Dean came up to pick you up in a spin, barely giving you time to set down the mug. Garrett made quick work of grabbing it out of your hands. โI call being the godfather to your future children.โ
Life seemed to be put back into Tucker, and Logan flipped around, pointing the tongs at Dean. โNo man, thatโs not how that works.โ
Tucker looked more alive than ever. โMy sous chef would never pick you, dude.โ
Dean sat you down on the counter and immediately started arguing with the other two.ย
And standing next to you was Garrett. His shoulder pressed against yours while he handed your coffee back.ย
You realized something. Nothing felt different. Not really. The house was still home. The boys are still family.ย
Garrett was still your favorite person.
The only difference was that now everybody knew it, including you and Garrett.















