#text post vent

[hot-tea-and-sweater-paws]

Me: huh, some people I know invited me out to do a thing

My motivation: Yes! Let's go do the thing!!!

Me: BUt I'm sort of exhausted socially, I don't know if I'll make it the-

Motivation: T H E T H I N G

Me: alright let's go get ready gor the thing then..

*several minutes pass and it's time to go do the thing*

Me: alrighty let's go-

Motivation, lying on the couch: how about nah

Me: I already said I'd come and it's almost time!!!

Motivation: nah

[hannahjarema]

wildd that getting yelled at for 'standing there looking like a dog that gets beaten' shockingly does not help calm and regulate your nervous system :)

[hannahjarema]

Having the kind of ocd where a lot of your rituals take place solely in your head bc you're either counting or following some sort of melody/rhythm When you live with somebody who is incredibly loud every moment of their existence really will make you just want to end it all

[bpdirl]

Lord above someone follow my big stupid blog I need some internet clout real bad

[burstingasitseems]

I didn’t realize until now that it’s not that I wish you were here, because I don’t. Not even when you are here. What is wish, is that you had never left in the first place.