#hggghh

[peapod20001]

Oh not feeling good not feeling good

[fruzsiwrites]

Hhrrrgghhhh I'm having a bad writer's block a g a i n I hate it so much

[ahogedetective]

“You're hiding a painful burden.”

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While Shuichi did have his times he didn’t want to exactly show he was pained or sad... certain topics he didn’t like to talk about at all, even with people close to him: were about his parents.

Their neglect only intensified his legitimate fear of being all alone and he strongly wants to keep telling himself excuses like ‘They’re busy, they can’t always have the time to check up on me.’ or ‘They have their own “hands-off” approach of taking care of me.’

It was as if he was so afraid of just accepting they neglect him, that Shuichi purposely, but unintentionally: refuses to acknowledge that, and the subconscious bitterness he feels towards them for it.

So, like always: he just forces a smile and brushes it off with: “...I’m not. I’m...alright.”

[hot-tea-and-sweater-paws]

Me: huh, some people I know invited me out to do a thing

My motivation: Yes! Let's go do the thing!!!

Me: BUt I'm sort of exhausted socially, I don't know if I'll make it the-

Motivation: T H E T H I N G

Me: alright let's go get ready gor the thing then..

*several minutes pass and it's time to go do the thing*

Me: alrighty let's go-

Motivation, lying on the couch: how about nah

Me: I already said I'd come and it's almost time!!!

Motivation: nah

[vonbaghager]

should i spend $20 on MTG:Arena or should I have self-respect

[lucifersnarl]

I... I think I might be a kinnie....

[saltysel]

well I had one depresso night today

and now I wanna die :^)

[fruzsiwrites]

Rant

As someone who both draws/paints and writes, writing is honestly much harder for me. Harder because when you draw and something's not right with it, you can see what's the problem just by looking at it. If you used the wrong colours, if the shape is unrealistic or if the composition is unbalanced, it always shows.

With writing, however, it's harder to tell. No matter how many books I read, I look at my own writing, I know if it's not good, but I can't tell why. I do see that I improve with time, and looking back maybe I can even find my past mistakes, but now it makes editing a struggle. Does anyone know how can I get better at it?