Dec 8, 2016
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√ for a long winded confessing text
BECK: Hey, Colin! I’m in Philadelphia and feeling really weird and tbh I didn’t know who else to text about this. Idk idk idk. Sometimes I just feel like my social anxiety is really paralyzing in a way and you always seem so sure of yourself, so… Like, you just go up to people and say how you feel and I wish I could do that. Idk. I just feel like I know such few people and before I was okay with being alone, but having friends and a team has made me realize that, yeah, I can get lonely a lot of the time and that sucks. Anyway, I guess what I’m trying to say is (UGH this is really awkward and hard to type), but like, idk how to make friends and idk idk help me if u can ahh. Sorry to bother you.
