Apr 17, 2018
Im going to spray paint some walls today.
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Im going to spray paint some walls today.
okay so she came back to me. in some odd cosmic way we're talking again and i cant deny that i'm so much happier of a person because of it. it's just how do i deal with this? how can i deny that i love her and my feeling for her and she knows how i feel it's just... it's just... i don't know anymore things are so complicated i don't know what to do besides wait for life to take its course
i guess i'm just going to have to always be in love with you and leave it at that
sometimes i wonder if you even care about me
i told you i loved you and you didn't say it back. but you care about me, right? you've shown that you care but sometimes it's hard for me to feel it. am i annoying you? am i a bother? everyday there's so much i want to tell you... should i let this go? do you really want me to wait? i guess you wouldn't have said it if you didn't mean it. i guess you wouldn't have invited me to the party. i guess you wouldn't have stayed in the passenger seat of my car to talk to me. if you don't want me, tell me.
i know she loves me... she said it to me in a dream
well lmao she responded but she only wants to text... she doesn't want to meet up... i messed everything up last time... is it really not too late?
IM IN EMOTIONAL FUCKING DISTRESS IM SUCH A FUVKING IDIOT WHO CANT TALK AND I RUINED EVERYTHING
i wasn't nervous but now i am. you're not responding and i don't know what you're thinking i just need you to respond please please please respond at least tell me that you hate me and never want to talk to me or see me every again because at least then i'll know where i stand with you i just want to tell you that i love you i know i fucked yo because i was impulsive and told you that i couldn't be your friend and was too much of a coward to tell you that i loved you but i want nothing more that to just SAY I LOVE YOU to your face now i'm sorry i'm sorry it took me so long i'm sorry please respond to me