Oct 27, 2022
Third night in a row I can’t sleep and I’m thinking of my brother and my partners.
#text.Seph#I know the memories aren’t real and that’s why I hate the way they effect me so much#when can I stop being abandoned and forced to live on without my loved ones#first Claude now Antonio and Mary?#and I’m stuck in a chronically sick body#that’s life span won’t even live up to a normal humans.#why is being a fictive so difficult#I wish things were simpler#I wish someone would hold me#vent