#thamathoughts

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Tha Ma Thoughts: Give Up

Is it real anymore can I keep going

Can I feel anymore.

Or am I just numb to not trust anymore.

I do my level best just to reach no success

Five years strong and im still all alone.

Am I being punish

To have no one to call my home.

Why does it make me so angry

To yearn for so much

To gain so little

And feel so stuck.

I guess it’s not in the cards

Love is not for me I did it all

I’ve waited I’ve looked

And none of it took.

As a wise man once

Just give up before it begins

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Tha Ma Thoughts: Still waiting

I’m a mystery, unknown, unclassified, and dethroned. I’ve been here for too long, I was quiet for so long, and now I in lost it all.

My dreams and all but faded, where my son could have had it all. But due to all my planning my son just couldn’t make it.

As I look back at my history, like a Rolodex spinning through my mind expeditiously. I remember them saying no and denying me.

Was my love not enough?

I couldn’t tell

Y’all left me in the cold from the outside looking in. I could see y’all was being a family with a new life for you and him. But I was always told the right one will come.

Well it’s been ages I guess I’ll keep waiting till I’m 35 and fading.

I’m still waiting.

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Tha Ma Thoughts: Her name is Love

I've tried you I've held you I've kissed you I've adored you. I've had doubts But time in And time out You betrayed me You hit hard You broke hearts You shattered lives, And even mines. I can't lie But you did that. Many times Truth is you can't be tamed I hate you I really do hate you But You are Who you are And that's love.

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Ma Thoughts: March 15th

It happened in the worst way possible

Information, news and lies spread on the daily

Until my cousin came March 15th

dang that day felt deadly

“But still I rise”

But first comes the tragedy.

How did I live this long

To find nobody like me.

I’m a walking disaster 

I finally figured out why nobody loves me

I live in a world where they say love is love.

But its all so conditionally

I loved someone once.

She broke my heart many times.

Too many times mentally and physically.

“Dang dre whats really going on

Shouldn't your heart be mended”

How when I’m dead inside 

Sitting all alone waiting for someone to come end it.

March 15th

Dang that day felt deadly

All the endless cheating 

And I found out over the weekend.