-Me when I think about the next few months that are going to be totally exhausting for my soul
-me when I think about the next few months that are going to be totally exhausting for my heart
-me when I think about the next few months where I have to pretend I am happy when I am a jealous shit in reality
-me when I think about the next few months where I have to pretend like I’m not totally fallen for you and have to restrain myself in telling you that I love you
-me when I think about the next few months where I have to hold myself back when all I wanna do is to hug you
-me when I think about the next few months where I have a forced smile on my face while I have wartery eyes
-me when I think about the next few months where I spend my time thinking about that ‘us’ that doesn’t exist instead of sleeping
-me when I realized that no ones at fault but myself
-me when I realized happiness was not the only dream I had but happiness with YOU was what I wanted to archive but it’s to late now