I've always wonder "So what I would do if the ones I love gradually passed away or apart from me?" In the end I feel like I've never changed at all. Idiot, careless, unwise...stubborn, insecure. I am deeply grateful when I had people around care about me much... Even old people gone, even old stories never gone in my mind, I am calm when look back now. Above all of bad things I've done, what mistake I had (if these people know oneday) I believe they still care about me. I am not perfect, deep down is a selfish, a bad-tempered. I'm just trying to not let the ugly side appear too often... and the mission is not easy at all. Effort, never enough I guess. For one last thing. I want to admit. I've complained a lot, rambled a lot. But indeed I am grateful. I mad at you, tired of you but in the end I'm gratefull we had "collided". Thank you, with all your goods and bads. Thank you, for letting me meet those people I was destined to meet. Thank you, for all stupid brilliant stuff we made through and changed my whole tiny life. Okay, It's really hard for me to deal with something I truly care, complicated huh... can't explain myself :( forget it.... so... yes, I just want to say. Thank you. I love you, Academy X. (The empty ridiculous feel recently is because of that huh? ="= I've been walking and walking around these days like a mug. Sorry for being an over-er..................) #littleme #thanksforliving #thanksformeeting #thanksforaccompanyingme #thanksforcaring #thanksforchallenging #thanksforeverything #thanksfornothing 🌲 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx0Q0nDp2gP/?igshid=1o2oagnpammie