hi everyone whom I love so much with all my heart, its me, chris
this is a goodbye message, I guess
I remember when I first started this to support p101 boys that made me meet a lot of great people, gained more followers than I deserve and started making content.
Alongside this journey, I fell in love with jbj, when they weren’t even formed. As the time went by, I never realized I fell even deeper and deeper with jbj every day. All the hardship, struggles, pain and obstacles didn't make me stop loving them but turned me even more in love, to the point of wanting everyone to stan them too. Ive never loved a group this much, I never spend money for albums or even concert, but to jbj, I did everything.
Im grateful for everyone who love jbj as much as I do or even wanting to know about them. My job here is done. Them ending in April so sudden after me preparing my heart for a December separation hits me harder than I thought. As much as I want to support the boys in each of their own ways in this blog, the fresh wound of them disbanding is too painful for me. Call me overreacting or anything I wouldn't mind. I love them too much it hurts.
Me no longer updating this blog doesn't mean im already giving up. Even though all this fight ive been doing along with all joyfuls, somehow didn't work out well, but even in every slight hope, I’ll hold onto it with my dear life.
I will keep on supporting them no matter where they are and what path they take. I just wont be here anymore. Closing this blog is actually the hardest thing to do as I grew so much fond to everyone here. But I don't want to feel like I have the obligation to be here posting for each of them when I cant cope up with life that has been scrambled down since April. I know I wasn't even around anymore to even have the right to say this but, I should take my leave.
I wont take down my blog, I’ll leave it here so the memories stays. Who knows if jbj make a comeback reunion I’d comeback here too but I don't know since no one promise a reunion at all.
Sorry if I disappointed a lot of people during my time here, but I’m grateful I met great people here, mutuals that I love, and moreover 2.6k+ followers that is so much more than I deserve, I didn't even think I’d go to that number, so I’m going to say, thankyou so much for everything, for appreciating me, for loving my blog and my content, for being so nice to me and everything.
I will still be actively supportting the boys on twitter, please hmu and lets be friends there too!
And as everything already said, I’ll take my leave. It’s been a great journey, thankyou.
sincerely,
chris.