#thatorangerambles

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RIP to all the Rwby music that just got fucking nuked from every music streaming platform.

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Everything is peaceful when you’re gone.

I don’t feel scared, I don’t feel mad.

I’m happy.

Happier than I’ve ever been.

But god,

I am lonely.

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I've thought about drawing CC for a while now but that line and those eyes really sold me.

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For high and made this

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Some how breaking up with a sobbing boy isn't as hard when he starts begging you to "ignore the gay thoughts"

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Just finished having an ADHD attack that I'm pretty sure started two hours ago, don't remember how I got home but here I am naked in bed. I have vague memories of fondling my friend's shoes and my other friend's shirt that has a heart on it... I feel like that's the one thing they never tell people with ADHD. The memory loss. Everything happens in double time and you just can't remember any important things. Specifically when you get overwhelmed and you're trying to focus and comprehend everything. Sometimes, I get so overwhelmed I can't even read. People will speak to me and I hear nothing. It's just more sound. Then it's like I turn into a god damn toddler and have a one-step goal. "What's that? Touch it. Who's that? Find out. Feels like? Touch it." Your reaction time slows down too! It takes me a hot minute before something makes sense. Someone will say something but my brain can't react before my body does. I touched a radiator the other day after someone told me what it was because my body was already moving and even though there was plenty of time to stop, my brain couldn't function. Anytime someone asks me a question, I say "huh?" And then immediately answer their question when they begin to ask again. My brain recognizes the tone of a question, tells my body to respond, and THEN understands the words that were said. I have no clue if someone helped me home and get into bed. I have no idea what socially unacceptable thing I might have done. The only thing I know is that I touched things. I pressed my face to things. I may have said things I couldn't control. I don't know what I'll need to apologize for tomorrow. I just need to ask and then explain all of this all over again.

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Let it be known that I played this and won and it's all true and I am the best

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Sometimes the universe has to treat me like a cat on my way to the vet in order to get me to act on and accept change.

Like yeah I'm probably just getting an annual shot or whatever, but LET ME OUT NO NO NO NO I DONT WANNA GO THEY GONNA PUT A THERMOMETER UP MY ASS NONONONONONO