Oct 25, 2019
#thatparty #villaforte #alwaysfun #alwayssomerthingfunhappening (at Carmel, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4B748gg6sh/?igshid=3c4i0nxp25fu
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Yoko Na
One weighs more than the other but who is he?
The universe is really savage. It keeps on making me feel how small and cruel the world is. It even made a way for me to meet the only two guys I fell for in one event. And it sucks. It’s the very reason why I’m back here again telling all of this hoping someone would ever care to read.
Believe me, it sucks. It really does. It sucks to be in here where you become suddenly uncertain of the feelings you thought you’ve already settled. It sucks to have to choose when you don’t have anything legit to choose from anyway. It sucks to feel like you have been fooling yourself all along. It sucks that you are trapped in a labyrinth you have made for yourself. It sucks to know that they are not equal in your heart but you can’t even know who’s more than the other. It sucks that you have to bear with all the pain when you have the right to be happy.
It sucks that two stars which are both important to you suddenly cross the lines and you are left in a hard time fathoming the constellation. It sucks. And it hurts. And it bothers me. And it just does. All of this makes my heart feel this way and it’s not making me feel at ease. It really bothers me. Both are one-sided anyway so do I have to choose? Do I have to know who I really like? Can’t I just go with it? Leave everything to destiny? And as I always do, cross the bridge when I get there?
I just hope I’ll be able to settle this feelings within me as soon as possible. My heart, my mind—they cannot be both full of uncertainties for a long time. I need to deal with this before everything becomes messed up in front of me—before the weight of it falls on me. I need to fix this before all that’s left for me to do is to cry over my foolishness again. Because if my heart is a jar of joy and pain now, I don’t want to stay this way for so long. I want to be fully happy too.
Heart, please let me. Self, save me.
Because if not, then I can be destroyed in no time. And that’s the very thing I’m afraid to happen.
@zecmo playing #towerfall @ #thatparty #gdc #gdc2016 (at The Public Works SF)
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Con la morocha de oro ❤️ #goodtimes #thatparty #memories