thinking about han and jane, about Intervention, thinking about han and helen
they ruin my life every time i think about them
han loving helen so much during the cabaret, the devastation of her loss, loving her so much she seeks out and spins jane a narrative to give her a loving family, a happy childhood, an adulthood full of grief sure but also love and friendship and adventure despite it, lets her go to live her own life without han in it, like seeing off a daughter she and helen could never have had
never mind her own daughter finding jane's descendent and getting attached in her own way, also desperately trying to save her over and over despite the narrative's insistence on trying to kill itself
it just makes me so ill to think about them, god

















