It is past 4:30am and I have too many things jolting around in my brain to go to sleep so, here are my thoughts about The Players Keep Episode 94, S.O.S (Spoilers Ahead!!)
What an incredible episode. Straight to top 5. The emotional rollercoaster had me all over the place. I went from crying to laughing to ugly crying to being shocked to being heartbroken and then happy again. The skill these actors have is truly unparalleled and it’s truly a privilege to witness.
Again, it’s past 4am here so I will share my thoughts on Siggy/Toni/Willow/Cricket individually tomorrow but in the meantime… on Crillow:
I wrote a whole 500 word paragraph and it got deleted so I’ll try again lol.
What I love most about Crillow is how unexpected it all was. I started lowkey shipping them very early on (episode 19, the hug!). But I never could have expected this, and neither did the players, which is why it works so well. It’s not a love “written in the stars”, it’s not destiny or fate, it kinda just happened and took everyone by surprise. Over 200/300 hours and 94 episodes they went from convenient assistance, to people that believed in each other, that respected each other, that then trusted each other, that cared, and then loved. It felt so natural, so organic. I adore them. The way they balance each other, and are each other’s safe space to lean on and support when needed. It’s fucking beautiful.
Now that the eloquent stuff is out of the way, let me go back to keyboard smashing
OH MY FREAKING GOD THIS KISS. The first from Cricket before he does something potentially self sacrificing (Cricket you idiot I love you) and he wants to make sure he gets to express his love to Willow before he goes for it, just in case? I have no words.
AND ANOTHER ONE? and Cricket’s initial recoil and heartbreak as he sees what his skin is doing to Willow and seeing Willow fully embrace that, embrace him, without reservation… wrecked me.
And then the regeneration spell happening completely instinctively from all the love and care she feels for him, my goodness. Pete’s description of his skin too, gorgeous. The I love you… as soon as the music stopped I knew we were gonna hear it and it destroyed me in the best way.
“Every second of the remainder of his life is hers”??? I will need 10/15 business days to recover 🫡