MCTober2025 week four: Boggart
Matty has had a total of two Boggarts in her entire lifetime. One could be boiled down to more of a childhood fear but alas it was one she didn't get over until her later teens.
Matty's first Boggart was a "Sluagh", a prominent figure in Celtic Folklore. A Sluagh is a "host of the dead" essentially meaning they were the hosts of the dead who were not forgiven after their death, meaning they did not get into Heaven. These hosts were people who were dishonest or evil in their lives and therefore are vengeful to living people. The Sluagh also had a particular taste for people who had fallen in love. In most Folklore, the Sluagh roamed the earth on Samhain.
So, what started Matty's fear? As a joke, members of the Ambrose family would tell fake stories to their children about how the Sluagh would come at night and kidnap/eat children who had been acting naughty or bad as a way to trick them into being good. Naturally, Matty's uncle, Conor, thought Matty would be able to see past the lie and not believe the story when he told it to her but unfortunately for him, Matty did believe it (she was about seven or eight at the time lol.) It scared the daylights out of her and no matter how many times Conor backtracked so hard and explained to her the lie. He felt absolutely horrible because it ended up being Matty's biggest childhood fear.
Now this isn't the reason why Matty was a good kid lol. The whole reason WHY Conor thought she'd be able to see through the lie of the story was because Matty was a good kid and also he thought she was old enough to remember the story surrounding the Sluagh but alas, she did not lol. So the fear of the Sluagh followed her up until she was about fourteen or fifteen years old until she eventually got over it.
Matty's second and current Boggart is actually something she holds herself, more specifically the ancient magic she wields. Developed during her seventh year, following the events of sixth year when she had to take on all the ancient magic that had been in the repository after it was responded, Matty slowly began to lose herself mentally in the sheer power of the magic from the repository on top of the magic she already wielded. And although she never gave into it, she still made decisions she entirely regretted and things that she'd carry along with her for life.
Her greatest fear is losing herself to her magic and killing those who she loves. If she were to see a Boggart, what she'd see is herself, covered in blood as the ones she loves the most are scattered around her. That is her greatest fear that she developed while slowly losing herself to the magic and seventeen years old. Clearly, she quickly tried to get that in check after the events of seventh year and disciplined herself HARD so that she could keep a hold of herself but her greatest fear was always in the back of her mind.
Despite using her ancient magic every day to help people, especially as an Auror, the fear is still prominent. As more loved ones come into her life (ex: her children, friends, etc...) the fear is harder and harder to get over but luckily for her she has an amazing support group of friends and family who help ground her so that she doesn't allow her anxiety to accidentally bring her greatest fears to true.











