A Night On The Astral
They gathered their form from an abstract saturation of colors that danced behind my closed eyelids. With their antennae eyes tweaking and stretching as if they were conducting a communicative symphony, a convention of snails materialized, heaving into view as they conquered the event-horizonline. I had asked The Interface to show me my spirit guides, and here were my old snailien friends. I was amused they were the ones who showed up.
Then my attention shifted, as a collective of seemingly autonomous beings stepped forth from another nebulous event horizon.
A society of ”Lemurians", astral monkeys, casually sauntered up to me from the immaterial distance. Walking upright like tall humans, they were limber and agile, long-limbed lemurs with fiberoptic, cyberpunk hairdos--the spunky ends of spiky hair, frosted with an alternating indigo/violet glow. Most of them didn't pay me any attention, looking around to familiarize themselves with their surroundings, but the leader of the gang approached me with purpose. He moved with a kind of Jack Skellington stop-motion swagger, confident, cool. Something about his hip vibe spelled out Trouble. I got this sense that they’re cosmic joyriders, who engage in spacetime-travel for "cheap thrills".
If I had to pick the terrestrial species of lemur they most closely resembled I'd choose the Indri, also known as "babakoto", which means "ancestor". I can't help but wonder about our simian ancestry, and what kind of simians swung from the branches of my family tree-of-life.
At the forefront of my awareness, the ambassador invited me up with them, telepathically. Behind him the others linked arms with each other like monkeys-in-a-barrel, and the entire chain-gang was jerked upwards, spiraling in formation, like a reversed freefall. The higher they went the more spin they accrued and the more their formation resembled a double-helixed DNA coil in ascent—but upwards towards what? I wondered, unsure whether I wanted to go along with them.
Lessons of discernment echoed from previous journeys, a vibe of mistrust gathered in my gut, the sense that I’m being tested, tricked, or manipulated. I tried to send a telepathic inquiry to the shaman, but received no response, and caught glimpses of astral architextures, impressions from previous journeys, shimmering in the sky--the promise of distant destinations.
Lighting up in flashes of soundless, scroboscopic thunder I caught an ominous glimpse of a swastika spaceship blinking in the distant heavens. A jolt of anxiety volted through me, but by then it was already too late and I was streaming, gripped by the Lemurians' upward vortex, swirling up beyond the trees like a fidget-spinning propellor-blade.
Fade to black.
Next thing I knew I was in a tree lair with one of them—or what initially seemed like one of them, except this was now a real monkey, animalistic and volatile, no longer the magical astral kind. A sobering sight, it was sitting in a corner, pigging out. Its arched back, mangy with patches of coarse fur, was turned to me, as it gnawed obsessively on some carcass cradled in its grasp. Consumed with consuming death-food, it was completely uninvolved with my presence. The scene was glamourless, disenchanted, gray and morbid; a taste of pure corporeal reality.
I excused myself and found my way back to my body.
"Lemurians (Monos Astrál)", acrylic, gelpen, and digital color & cobbling, 2018.