#the void?

[grav3yardgirl]

i haven't been here since (checks notes) 2018... is anyone still here??

i miss tumblr

[rainier-lemons]

Her…………

[totallynormalnotreally]

Shane loves playing hockey but Ilya loves being on a hockey team. I think this is an important distinction actually.

The team is what matters to Ilya because he grew up without one behind him, without supports or family. He tells himself that the better he is at hockey the more his team will like him and the more secure his place on the team will be. And then they make him captain and he is the Man Of The House and he encourages every member of his team because that is what he wishes he had.

Shane grew up with Yuna, helicopter mom extraordinaire. He never had to wonder if there was anyone supporting him (at least in terms of his career) because its been obvious and almost overbearing his entire life. Shane doesn’t NEED the team the way Ilya does. What Shane needs is the game. The play. To just be free on the ice and not have to worry about his brand obligations or sponsorships or whatever. I think Shane also loves playing hockey because that is how he proves to himself that he was worth all the effort his parents put into him as a child/teen.

Shane could be content if hockey was a solo sport. Ilya could be content if he had a strong social network and a sense of purpose in a family. I don't think the reverse is true.

[mixvillainousandtcoaal]

TUFFS OF HAIR

The fact that they think of how Taura's tufts of hair look is very much a reflection of how they think of her in the beginning.😅

This isn't the first time Taura has lost her consciousness to the Void.

[purple-blossom-wings]

Me, everytime I get a new follower: oh my sweet summer child why are you here and how did you find me

[exp-mina]

I can’t believe 25 human people care what I do with my life, that’s more attention then I’m used to but man do I love it

[chrisengel]