Jul 30, 2017
Nomnom #goats #thebigex (at South Shore Exhibition)
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Nomnom #goats #thebigex (at South Shore Exhibition)
Great year at #TheBigEx #bridgewater #ns #chadbrownlee #corymarquardt #jasonbenoit #concert #country #music
Thoughts inside my head
As I sit here on my bed I think about how lucky I am! I have a job! I have a great boyfriend! I have an amazing family! I have the best friends any girl could have! I am completely happy and content with my life right now! It is the craziest feeling!
I never thought I would ever have this feeling again after getting a divorce! After hating my job for soo long! I think everything just kind of came together after meeting Zak! I am closer to my family than I really was before! My ex kinda tore me away from them, and I had a hard time reconnecting. Not because they weren't trying! I was just too afraid to let anyone in.
I didn't want anyone to see whatever it was he saw that made me so awful. I guess I just blamed myself for everything that happened when in reality it was him. I didn't know how to cope with the pain I was going through at the time, but now I can look at myself in the mirror and be happy!
Zak has taught me to see things in a different light. I don't take things so seriously anymore. I am serious when I need to be. I just cannot believe the impact he has made in my life over a short period of time!! I love him so much it's unbelievable!! I am head over heals, and I don't see a point in being scared now!! I am falling, and it just feels better this time!!