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Men have broken my heart before but none of them hurt as long and as many times as my own father broke my heart.

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Follow my journey through weight loss, pcos, and the every day Grind at trying to make a mark on this world and learning to love myself. I am a huge geek/nerd who loves harry potter, game of thrones, and many more. I am a thinker, a feeler, and a fighter, but my love still out weighs it all. I'm on my journey of self love. I am a artist from birth always feeling the need to create things rather it be painting, drawing, makeup, writing, making videos, singing, or taking a interesting photo I am always up to something.

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I haven't worn nor felt comtartable in a dress in years but I found this today unsure if it would even fit and it does and I actually feel cute in it. Who knew the power of a simple black dress could do such a thing.

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#leatherjacket #plussizefashion #thedarkwillhide #fashion #ootd https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu5Gn47gS0t/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fk0ldr8j94nj

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#slytherin #slytherinaesthetic #thedarkwillhide #harrypotter #witch #wizard https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu0g15BALwG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sa7np9sbcncx

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Today has been one of the hardest mental days I have had in awhile. Not only that but I've felt like I could pass out and dizzy. I think my period is causing me to be anemic and over emotional. I've been losing weight since I've got the pill and have not been eating many carbs and no sugar. The thought of another salad makes me want to gag though. Actually food in general just sounds unappetizing. It really makes me feel discouraged when my doctor points out how much thinner I was in 2012. I was so unhealthy. My anxiety was so bad I could barely eat even one meal a day. So yeah I was skinny cause the only thing I could consume was coffee. I can see some improvements in weight. Mostly in my legs. But I feel my hormones are like a storm I have no control over.