Jul 20, 2022
Hey, Sydney,
I just.. Want to say sorry. I’m so terribly sorry. You don’t have to accept any of this apology but I just need you to know I’m sorry.
You didn’t deserve any of what happened to you. By my hands or by others. You deserve so much better, you deserve to be loved. I loved you, I still do, but I realize now that my love for you was hurting you just like theirs was.
I’m sorry for causing you so much stress. I’m sorry for hurting you. I’m sorry for taking your control away from you. I’m sorry for making you feel like that. I’m sorry for ever thinking that what I was doing was helping you. I’m sorry for all of it.
I wish you well.
Kind regards, Elijah, aka The Elephant Man (aka, the counselor who was.. Destroyed, in my case)