#elijahkin

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Where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse, where is my muse…

Where are you, love… I know you hate me, and you really should, but I miss you nonetheless….

(Aka “Elijah’s Heart is Hurting For Many Reasons, and He Immediately Thought About Sydney”)

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i love going out in my cloak and scrubs.

– elijah (camp here & there). #👒📜

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not quite sure how to phrase this in a way that doesn't come across as judgmental, but sometimes i feel like the only elijah who isn't obsessed with sydney.

i mean, i am lesbian, so…y'know!!

– elijah (camp here & there). #⛈️🌃

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i ordered a cloak similar to the one i had in canon, & it was delivered earlier! this one is nicer than the one i am portrayed with, which is a cheap one from a kids costume shop. the material is nicer, as is the pattern. it has an actual clasp instead of a tie, too. it was kind of expensive, but i am not low on money & it was absolutely gorgeous, so i just had to buy it. now i just need my scrubs…

- elijah (camp here & there).

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Im going to explode i havent had these many kinshifts in a small amount of time in years but everything dropped at once (like in the same year i mean) oh my godddd my BRAINNNNN

Between legends ZA, CRK, CROB, NSO anime, Hazbin hotel, Deltarune ch3+4, the 10th anniversary of undertale, Mizu5 and Camp here & there season 2 im DYING HELPPPPPP

IM JUGGLING 8 HYPERFIXATIONS AT ONCE ANDDDD 4 KINSHIFTS AT ONCE THAT KEEP ROTATING HELP HELP HELP MY BRAINNNNNN

Im not complaining though the sheer serptonin ride ive been on has gotten me thru some shit but GOD i cant FOCUS ARGH

I havent even WATCHED CH&T S2 YET. JUS THE THOUGHT OF IT IS MAKING ME EXPLODE!! Ivebeen waiting for SO SO SO long for it and i fully MISSED IT????? WHEN IT CAME OUT????? ORGH MY GODDDDD

Its fine everythings fine

Guys dont have autism i almost threw up from excitement like 3 days ago when i finished watching the finale of hazbin and then got hit with the NSO trailer on youtube. my god

— Elijah / Gaster #🗣🔥‼️

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canon nicknames!! ahhh i love nicknames so much :3

Elijah - Very obvious, but I call Sydney my muse (my lord, if it’s a special night), and I know it doesn’t really count, but I called Jedidiah a bitch quite a lot. As for names others have for me, I was always called The Elephant Man. I was a cryptid of sorts to Camp Here and There.

Jedidiah - elijah keeps calling me a bitch. i’m going to tape its mouth shut<3 i call sydney syd a lot, and he calls me jeddie :)

Slip - Arthur and Rake called me Slip n’ Slide, and most people who knew me but didn’t *know* me called me Flatline. Kinda ironic now. I called Nureyev Petya all the time, but other than that I don’t give nicknames to anyone else.

Will - Graham Cracker. All the time. Hannibal called me William at first, it took a while to convince him my name was just Will and nothing else.

Martin - i didn’t really have or give many nicknames, as much as i wanted to. i have and give a lot of nicknames in this universe though! :3

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Happy father's day to Desmond Miles, I guess. I never knew you, but thanks to the (really demanding) voice in my head, I feel like I still Know you. I'm coming to terms with that.

Also, I took care of Juno for you. You're welcome. - Elijah

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Hey, Sydney,

I just.. Want to say sorry. I’m so terribly sorry. You don’t have to accept any of this apology but I just need you to know I’m sorry.

You didn’t deserve any of what happened to you. By my hands or by others. You deserve so much better, you deserve to be loved. I loved you, I still do, but I realize now that my love for you was hurting you just like theirs was.

I’m sorry for causing you so much stress. I’m sorry for hurting you. I’m sorry for taking your control away from you. I’m sorry for making you feel like that. I’m sorry for ever thinking that what I was doing was helping you. I’m sorry for all of it.

I wish you well.

Kind regards, Elijah, aka The Elephant Man (aka, the counselor who was.. Destroyed, in my case)