After the Aecon5 was cancelled I'm a bit stressed cause of America. Im afraid if I dont buy everything the next time it wont happen at all....I want to have everything for being sure it'll happen. The Conticket, my airline ticket, the photo tickets and the Misha autograph....I want to have it yet...so it is for sure that I can talk to Misha again and show him the page about him in my Scrapbook....the Page about how happy he makes me with wearing the tie...with the Gishesigner thing...It is SO important for me that he knows that....
I want to have it yet so its for sure that I'll fly to Philly next year and see Phos and Marina and Raph and Dad and Zeke and all the other awesome guys....Im so afraid that something will go wrong....so afraid.... Rogue just fucked up and disappointed me and jumbled my plans up....Im so unsure about it....so unconfident.... I would appreciate it if my friends would bolster me up...Im rly afraid of it....;__;'