Dear,
Dear Jason, Where do i start? Mayb thank you is where to begin. You were there when he needed to escape to a bad place to run from a worse position. You were there to help him coop through, to help him see a part of a picture he desires. I fully may not understand you, but ik there was a purpose for you.
Secrets.
Their a funny thing. Can make or break in one swift movement. We’ve all had them, i think there the one thing in our testimony that is the hardest to lay down. The enemy of our hearts uses them to whisper lies to our spirits. I”m starting to realize there not as precious as i thought. If the people you share them to leave, than were they really people meant to be in the journey you fight so hard for? If they can’t handle the parts of you, the secret parts, that your ashamed of how can they possibly be worthy of the you, you have desired to be? We all do things to coop, to handle the battle in front of us. Before we let God take our hearts we will let almost anything take us to just numb or make the suffering less. Without Him, the world is just too much to handle. The purpose is faded or unseen, hope, hope is so little we have to get on our hands and knees and crawl to just grasp even a little. I feel we all get to the point in our walks that we have to overcome the secrets we hold. Its almost the scariest part of letting go of the luster of failer and grabbing the success we can step into. If we ponder it enough we can turn our mistakes into walls and fears, that hold us back from the beauty we can have. but than again we can come to a point that the secrets aren’t worth it anymore, the picture of seeing them in the rear view mirror is just to much to pass up. This, this is the sweet spot, we may not think so at first, but watching them grow to nothing is the time we finally step through to something new, thats if we choose to take it. God knows us so well, He knows our hearts, and as we look ahead He’s already there lining things up, creating and allowing situations to come about to start to break down the walls we put up to handle whatever we needed too.
So to all of you who are struggling with your secrets, your not alone, and i can garenttee they’re worth doesn’t add up to even little of the future ahead for you. Its a victory you just can’t miss, when its offered to you, take it, i can tell you its the adventure God will make just for you. I can’t say that it won’t hurt, or that it won’t make the storm worse. But i can tell you this, if you allow Him, He will take it and show you just how amazing it is to break free.
So to Jason, again i may not understand the fullness of you, but i owe you a thank you anyway. Because of you, true uncontional love and heart could shine through to yet again become more than imagined, and a step towards a great unknown could be taken in full. A journey ahead is a little more clearer and God allowed good to come of your name. Thank you for serving your purpose.