#thehinkypanda

[madrebelhunter]

HAPPIEST OF HAPPY THANKSGIVINGS TO MY BIG SIS LEE & TO ALL MY BELOVED TUMBLR FAMILY & FOLLOWERS

[bettsfic]

I just finished Detention and seriously cried at the end. I have to admit, I almost didn't read it based on the description but I have faith in your writing and abilities so I gave it a shot. And I'm very glad I did. You never let me down! Thank you so much!

I’m so grateful to have earned your trust. <3 I’m glad you enjoyed it!

[askbox open today]

[beekeepercain]

thehinkypanda replied to your post:The dress thing, I'm certain it's two different...

It’s messing me with me too. I’ve seen it both ways now and I’m certain it’s a technological trick because all the pics on my dash are either all blue/black or all white/gold. I still say two different pics, two different dresses.

I hate everything, lmao.

[beekeepercain]

The dress thing, I'm certain it's two different pictures. I saw white and gold until I went to the original blog and saw blue and black. I went back onto my dash and all the pics of the white/gold dress are now blue/black dresses. I think it's a bait and switch with two different dresses.

I'm 90% certain this is the case, too.

Except that I tried to F5 and visit different blogs and open in new tab and even fucking checked if it's a gif and never once got a different one.

This fucks with me, man. This fucks with me.

[beekeepercain]

How about my favorite little angel (second to Gadreel, of course) who never seems to get enough attention: Balthazar!

What I like about themOH, BALTHY. I LOVE HIM. He’s incredible. Love the sass, the attitude, and his growing devotion to doing his part in preventing the brewing catastrophe and joining his cause with that of others even though he at first tried his best to stay completely detached from everyone and everything - the slow uncovering of just how much he cares, despite trying to act otherwise.What I dislike about themThe usual being dead thing pops into my mind first. Why are y’all giving me characters that are dead?! Is it because everyone in this show is dead?Favourite moment"I know I’m gonna live to regret this… but I’m officially on your team. You bastards."

Least favourite momentHIS LAST SCENE IS HEARTBREAKING.A situation with this character that I want to see explored moreI want to know everything about what Balthazar was doing during the whole time he was MIA and presumed dead, tbh.An interesting AU for this characterI could add him to the military assassin AU with Gabe, actually.A crossoverMaybe Clyde Easter is secretly Balthazar?OTP / ShipsOnesided Balthazar/Castiel? That sounds painful. I don’t like it.BROTPCas.NOTPCas’ angel blade.An assortment of headcanons!I think Balthazar was a mentor type while serving under Heaven, considered something of a hero and looked up to for his deeds and dedication.

[beekeepercain]

Spn asks...I want to know the answers to number 2 and 17 please!

Supernatural asks // here’s the box

17: Do you think that Chuck is God?Yes, actually. I like the theory a lot.

Answering #2 under cut because lmao I have so many issues with John and I’d rather give people the option to skip it.

2: What’s your opinion on John Winchester?John Winchester was a shit father. I’m sorry, but my dad is abusive and unreliable and I’d still take him thrice over John. John was neglectful and emotionally distant, cold, and unsupportive, and he prioritized revenge far over raising his children to the point of leaving them on their own for weeks at a time. So that Dean had to resort to stealing food for his little brother and skip his own meals for Sam’s benefit, and John fucking Winchester punished him for it - set Dean responsible for his own neglect and disregard.

I also recognise that John Winchester wasn’t emotionally in a place where he could have done better, but I fucking hate him for what he did to his boys. Am I saying he should have not prepared them for the life they clearly inevitably had before them? No. But I’m fucking saying he could have just not neglected them, and that a better, responsible person doesn’t go on a fucking revenge spree that consumes him whole when he has two small children who are just as traumatized as he is and who depend on him for everything. Did he fucking provide? Well, they’re alive, sure. That’s literally as good as it gets. Emotionally screwed over for life and severely codependent, but by some fucking miracle, still breathing. So good fucking job, John Winchester, A+ parenting. Guy needed some heavy ass medication and therapy, not a gun collection.

[beekeepercain]

Leo, you're confusing the hell out of me with the name change and icon change. That being said, I love the new layout, the new icon and the new name! Cain returns tonight!!! So excited!

I’m confusing the hell out of myself with this. You’re not alone. I’m here for you.

That said, I AM SO EXCITED and also scared he’s going to die isn’t he

everything I love dies

I can’t see a mass-murdering archdemon being an exception to the rule sigh

[gadreel-the-angel-blog]

You guys might think I do stuff but I really just sit around waiting for the next update of Conviction, Yesterday's Paradise, Knight of Fall and whatever Leo is writing right now.