so i tried to talk with my mom about me being agender and i told her how it makes me feel and how i feel when shes upset with me when i correct her and i told her to stop and i tried to tell her everything
"you're my daughter." no im your child. "yes and you're also my daughter."
"your name is maryhanna" my name is gabriel "would you like me to show you your birth certificate?"
im neither a boy or a girl "you have a vagina"
itd be different if i were female to male wouldnt it youd call me my name then wouldnt you? "no id still call you maryhanna"
"how about we just shop in the boys section then?"
"ill think about it."
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I think a DLC added the face crafter in Riften who can do that. Also pfft yes, I had all the classic bugs but the most memorable one was the backwards flying dragons. Loved it.
Oh yes, Dawnguard apparently does have the face crafter. I didn't know that before. Wow, I'm learning things. I hadn't really looked into them before. Haven't gotten the backwards flying dragon, hopefully someday.
I'm currently dragging Lydia with me, aaaaand thinking of abandoning her somewhere in the middle of nowhere. She keeps dying while carrying half of my stuff... i dunno why i bother taking her as a follower.
YES. Yes. Definitely. Plus, role reversal. I think Sam also needs someone TO protectively cuddle, and Gadreel needs someone who'll watch his fucking back for once, so this'd be a perfect arrangement. Sam's so overprotected and he needs to feel he has control, and what could possibly be more providing than being able to provide shelter for an honest to God guardian angel and see him trust you enough to sleep?
But the angst potential. Like they've more or less gotten past the whole possession thing but Sam doesn't feel safe enough to sleep until Gadreel is asleep. And Gadreel just thinks Sam takes forever to fall asleep because of everything else and has no idea Sam still views at least partially as a threat
as usual, all tag games will be under the cut and those who i tag are free to do whichever one (or ones) they'd like!! and even if i don't tag you, please feel free to play if you want :) this is open to anyone and everyone!
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Tumblr Crushes Tagging Game
tagged by: the lovelies honeysweetsam and androbeaurepaire ^_^ thank you, both!!!
1. Why did you choose your url ?
Oh gosh, a trip down memory lane, lol. Well, when I first made my tumblr, I think I was in a much, uh...different state of mind than I am in now, so things had to be very atmospheric and kind of dark for me. When I first made my tumblr, I intended it to be primarily a writing blog haha...yeah, okay past!cindy with a lot of original poetry and short stories, and if you were to look at the posts within the first month or two of my blog, you'd kind of get an idea of where my head was at. All that being said, "we fell as angels" was a way for me to encompass the idea of the flawed human being - a person that may have, at one point, been whole, healthy, pure, etc. and was now, more or less, broken and tainted. It was also inspired by the Supernatural season 8 finale, when all the angels were cast out of Heaven. I've had the same url since I first joined tumblr and still love it like crazy ^_^ (and even more so since it was available the first time I tried it, lol).
And as an unsolicited added bonus, here is the poem I wrote as a kind of insight to my url - I'm pretty sure this was my very first post :D
2. What is your middle name.
Hmm...for now, I won't say :) It's not that I hate it or it's a super secret or anything...I just don't particularly feel like sharing it, is all. Hope you guys don't mind ^_^
3. If you could own a fairytale/fictional pet, what would it be ?
Having a dragon would be super badass....but also having a threstral (did i spell is right) would be kinda cool (is that okay to say??? because of the whole death thing??) Idk, man... a phoenix would be pretty awesome too....
4. Favourite color ?
Silver/grey :D :D (i especially like the silver/blue combo, it's just so pretty)
5. Favorite song.
Now by Paramore ^_^ it's my war song when things get kinda rough for me
6. What are your top 3 fandoms ?
Supernatural, Harry Potter, and Sherlock :D :D :D
7. Why do you enjoy Tumblr ?
I joined tumblr to get more Supernatural, so first and foremost that is why I'm here, lol - and i have not been disappointed ^_^
But I think the thing I love most are the people behind the posts on my dashboard - the artists, the writers (both meta and fan fic), the editors: just everyone. You are all so, so, so gifted and for you to share your talents with the world is the most amazing thing. Every day, I scroll through my dash and there is always something that leaves me breathless, so I keep coming back. That's what I enjoy about tumblr - the creativity it fosters and a platform for people to showcase the product of their creativity <333
8. Tag 9 of your Tumblr crushes (they can do the 8 questions as well)
(lol, i only have 8 here since Nishka (honeysweetsam) also happens to be one of my tumblr crushes, so yeah :p)
so...these are my current tumblr crushes uwu - if any of you would like to do another tag game, that's fine as well - it's up to you ^_^ and like i mentioned earlier: if anyone who would like to answer these questions (above) is free to do so!!!
time and date of current moment: 2:03am (*nervous laughter*) Feb 13, 2015
last thing I googled: i...huh, i don't remember. the last thing i remember googling was 'wells fargo'...idk if that was actually the last thing i googled
nicknames: none :/ but if anyone has one for me, i'd love to know what it is, lol
height: 5’1”
favorite color: silver/grey
place that makes you happy: my room for sure
how many blankets do you sleep under: currently three (but they're all throw blankets, so does that count?)
favourite movie: i'm trying to think if i really have one right now...inception is pretty awesome, and so is now you see me
what are you wearing right now: college t-shirt and weird pj capris with little monkeys on them, lol
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Rule #1 always post the rules
Rule #2 answer the questions the person who tagged you asked, then write 11 new ones
Rule #3 tag 11 people then link them in the post
Rule #4 tell them you tagged them
Rule #5 tell the person that tagged you that you’ve answered the questions
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tagged by: de4nmon :D thank you, love!
Questions to Answer:
1. What’s your favorite song atm?
Now (Paramore) is my all time fav song; but if i had to choose a secondary one...probably a toss up between Centuries and Take Me To Church
2. Who is your favorite fictional female character?
I really loved Kali in Supernatural...such a strong character
3. What was the last book you read?
The Trial by Kafka, I think
4. What’s your favorite tv show?
Supernatural :)
5. If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go?
I'm so tired, I'd probably just stay right here in my bed, lol
6. Tell me something about your first kiss
Well, I mean there's not much to tell...I haven't had it yet, lol
7. Do you have any pets?
Yes ^_^ my little dog
8. Where are you from?
I'm not sure if this met generally, specifically, or originally, but uh...I live in the US
9. Have you met any celebrities? Who?
I haven't...but I went to a Paramore concert last year and was in the very front row and I was so close to the stage, dude, like I could see Haley so freakin well, like if she sneezed i would have been hit :D (i mean, it's gross, but that's to tell you how close i was to her when she was on our side of the stage) and during one of the songs, she came over to our side of the stage and pointed right...at....the person next to me :O i was kinda bummed, but happy for the girl next to me and it was still awesome...i was so close dude *happy memories*
10. If you could invite 5 people to dinner at your house, who would they be?
Misha, Jared, Jensen (because that would be a comedy waiting to happen), Daniel Radcliffe (oh dear god, that would be AMAZING), and....a friend who i could share looks of disbelief during the event and talk about the dinner with later on ^_^
My Questions:
Do you sing along to the music in the car or do you just enjoy listening?
Do you ever switch end of the bed you sleep on?
What is your favorite outfit (it can be something that you own or maybe an outfit that you've seen and just really like)?
Do you prefer hugs or handshakes?
Early bird or night owl?
Your favorite character catchphrase (it doesn't necessarily have to be from your favorite character).
When you buy ear/headphones, is there a particular color you always get them in? If so, which color?
A playlist for when you're feeling like a badass (as many or as little songs as you'd like).
Since the last one is a list-type thing, I'm just gonna stop at 8 questions ^_^
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okie dokie ^_^ i think i got all the ones i've recently been tagged in :D
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Whoo yeah, high five to you, definitely! Skyrim has the weirdest issues, I swear, haha.
Yup, issues happen. Though I love it when my horse or character is sinking in solid stone hahaha. Another horse thing: once someone was throwing fireballs at me and my horse was in flames for the next 20 minutes. It's too bad that you cannot alter the character later on. I mean even change the damn hair style or something. (i'm gonna get the game on pc one day, i swear)
