𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞, 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 ♡
– a spontaneous excerpt from thoughts I have been having days, even weeks ago.
Hi, how have you been? It's been awhile since I last had an entry on this safe space. That's because I was somehow pre occupied living in the moment. I know how I promised myself for a birthday blog but unfortunately, I was under the weather during those days.
My one week worth of leave is coming to an end in 2 days and I am unable to have a firm grasp of thoughts to put in this context so it might be a but all over the place. For the past few weeks, I was able to meet people who made me rethink my choices in life. Being a stubborn taurus who would take risks, leap of faith, solidified in her choices in life, I realized that it is completely okay to unlearn what you have learned in life.
Whether it be about relationships, connections, factors when it comes to life in general, our perception changes subconsciously through time. I had so much fun exploring a bit more of this country with my best friend and her lover (grateful for them and to my friends who would tag me along even on their dates so I won't feel left out). I was able to think clearly when it comes to things that I want and would work for despite having an amazing time outdoors.
I am 26 and there's more to life ahead of me. Undeniably having life crisis at times, I have learned to patiently wait for things to unfold and trust the process. 2022 has been a life full of surprises for me and I just want this year to be slow and steady despite living in a fast paced world — even how much I value time. It would be easier for me to clutch on the goals and plans I have this way rather than putting yet again another pressure on myself.
So far, I am grateful for achieving what I have once pictured in my mind – what I have dreamed into life. And I am willing to put effort when it comes to knowing myself more, continue moving further to higher level of consciousness. My thoughts might not be put together at this very moment but that is okay. I just want to appreciate everything within the universe whether it be living or not, yin or yang, be more soft spoken yet straightforward.
I will keep re-introducing myself as I discover more within the depths of my thoughts, transpire of the present and promise of the future.
Life is amazing, isn't it?