Dear friends,
I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’ve deeply neglected my tumblr account. Honestly, I’ve been in and out of an emotionally abusive relationship for the past 6 months now and I’m relieved to say that it’s officially over. There will be no more “try agains” or any of that bullshit because neither of us were really happy with each other. He was happy with the Gabby I was before he hurt me and he could never get that back and I loved the him that didn’t lie, but the reality is that is just who he is. I wasn’t really keeping up with tumblr or even my youtube channel...hell, I wasn’t even keeping up with school work because I was so focused on trying to fix an already very damaged relationship that I didn’t fuck up to begin with. I tried to put in all my time to make it work by pushing everything else aside. This thing was so fucking unhealthy but I’m finally out and so is he and whatever he decides to do I hope he’s happy. Anyway, this gives me so much time to focus on myself and my grades again. My anxiety was at its highest with him and now it’s tamed a bit. Everything is getting significantly better and I’m getting back my sense of self again. I hope you all have been doing well. I’m sorry I’ve been gone for a while, but I’m back now!
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Love, kookoobird.