#theme: insomnia

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Fearful Trill by Vukovich Pairing: Harry/Draco Rating: E Word Count: 29k Harry should have come out and met someone when he was younger. He should have seen a doctor about the pain in his hip while youth was still on his side. Now, he's made his peace with dying young, but maybe not with dying alone. Draco should have got the Kiss. He should have died in Azkaban decades ago. Instead, guards throw him in a Ministry lift with a dying man who could stand to live a little.

[merlinfic]

I’ve already read the other ask, and was wondering if you could give me some more insomnia fics? Preferably cannon. Thanks so much I love you guys

Enjoy:

In the Still Of The Night

Paroniria

The Fates

Losing Sleep

Discussions of the Sleep Deprived

The ask, for those interested.

[aftgficrec]

Hi! I'm so sorry to do this, but you recommend a fic a while ago where Andrew had a podcast that Neil was obsessed with, and I would really like to read it but I forget what it's called. And bless your souls for running this account, this is the important work we need done

This is a delightful fic that we’re happy to rec again! - S

can i get a kiss (can you make it last forever) by Talls [Rated T, 8995 words, complete, 2020]

“I’m obsessive about everything,” Neil protests, sitting in a booth with the four upperclassmen he can stand. “What makes this obsession special?”

“Okay, we get the Exy obsession, because you’re legitimately planning on going pro, and we get the Kevin obsession because he’s dedicated to teaching you to go pro, and we even get the Minyard obsession,” Dan says.

In which Andrew has a podcast, and Neil falls in love with him twice.

tw: panic attack, tw: implied/referenced abuse

[aftgficrec]

Hi, I read this fic a few months back, it’s the one where Andrew has his own podcast where he uses code names for everyone and it was called something like ‘get off my lawn’ and Neil had a big crush on him. Could you help me find it again?? 🥺

Oh this is a delightful fic, enjoy! - S

can i get a kiss (can you make it last forever) by Talls [Rated T, 8995 words, Complete 2020]

“I’m obsessive about everything,” Neil protests, sitting in a booth with the four upperclassmen he can stand. “What makes this obsession special?”

“Okay, we get the Exy obsession, because you’re legitimately planning on going pro, and we get the Kevin obsession because he’s dedicated to teaching you to go pro, and we even get the Minyard obsession,” Dan says.

In which Andrew has a podcast, and Neil falls in love with him twice.

[aftgficrec]

Tw: rape/non con. Is there a fic where Lola doesn't care that Neil is much younger than her and goes too far in the trunk of the car? Something like, if Lola can't have Nathan she'll settle for Neil.

We were not able to find anything where Lola takes it that far. I’m going to put a fic here where Neil tells Andrew about her “grinding on him.” We previously reccd it in this Andreil hugging ask. 

Also, thanks for prefacing your ask with a TW as requested by this anon. - A

i need you to stay by modernpatroclus [Rated M, 1551 Words, Complete, 2016]

prompt: andreil and the first time they have a real hug?? like body crushing passionate huge

tw: nightmares, tw: ptsd, tw: threats of rape, tw: non con touching, tw: alcohol, tw: vomit

[aftgficrec]

hello (again) ! i read one or two years ago a super angsty fic. i think it had 2 chaps but it was incomplete. basically neil was breaking, he was going crazy and was laughing like crazy because kevin was crying ?? i remember that kevin compared neil to lola. the second chap was a flashback of neil’s life when he was in baltimore and i think lola was torturing him (when was she not lol)

Artemistake, as far as we can tell, this is the fic:

(see also: here) - S

Cracked but not smashed by CrownofAloe [Not Rated, 5057 words, incomplete, last updated Jan 2018]

"Neil is always fine. He's just tired."

 OR

After his 'reunion' with Lola, Neil hasn't been sleeping well, but for the past couple of days, he hasn't slept at all... not a wink. And so when his Foxes ask if he's ok, Neil becomes slightly unhinged in the face of it all, and his manic grin brings up a few memories he'd rather bury…

tw: violence, tw: torture, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: dissociation

[aftgficrec]

hey im looking for 2 fics: the first one is about andrew having like a panic attack in front of the foxes bc he sees drake on the tv ans neil comes and helps him the second one is about neil being crazy: he smiles so big that kevin starts to cry bc he reminds him of lola and i think there was 2 chaps itwas incomplete

Well, artemistake, we had quite a time finding that second fic lol! But in the end we did find both of them.  Enjoy the read! - S

Andrew is having a panic attack in front of the foxes by @ravenvsfox [Not Rated, tumblr fic, 2017] 

Anonymous said: consider this for a prompt: the team is in the lounge, post practice, just lazing around and doing nothing; the tv is on; no one is really paying attention when andrew suddenly turns rigid; deep breaths; unfocused eyes; the reporter is relaying a shocking revelation about a man abusing the foster kids in his care

tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced rape/non-con, tw: implied/referenced child csa

Cracked but not smashed by CrownofAloe [Not Rated, 5057 words, incomplete, last updated Jan 2018]

“Neil is always fine. He’s just tired.”

 OR

After his ‘reunion’ with Lola, Neil hasn’t been sleeping well, but for the past couple of days, he hasn’t slept at all… not a wink. And so when his Foxes ask if he’s ok, Neil becomes slightly unhinged in the face of it all, and his manic grin brings up a few memories he’d rather bury…

tw: violence, tw: torture, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: dissociation