#thequixoticbedhead

[festeringfae]

It gave me....the PhysXLoader.dll is missing message....again....on the old computer

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thequixoticbedhead replied to your post: anonymous said:so I watch oitnb, ...

though i can’t speak for ob, which is actually supposedly pretty good in general.

[looks at my blog] [looks at my life] [sweats nervously]

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thequixoticbedhead replied to your post “so I watch oitnb, ob, lost girl, and i watched the L word, plus I've seen blue is the warmest color, but i'm a cheerleader, d.e.b.s, and imagine me and you... i consider myself straight though. these are all just good shows and movies”

........"good" is not a word i'd use to describe any of these despite enjoying all of them for obvious reasons, but like...ok anon. you do you, hahahaha.

i mean i consider ob & oitnb pretty quality? but like this entire group of things...i....i can't pass judgment on imagine me & you because i was distracted by girls at the time that i watched it (this is a true story) and blue is the warmest color was supposed to be good despite...ickiness...but but i'm a cheerleader is as garbage as it is great and d.e.b.s. is just garbage period and ohhhhh man.

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thequixoticbedhead replied to your post: … Isa…. bela…. w h a t

HAHAHAHAHAHA. best part. i managed the foursome, nbd, nbd.

no i just mean like

that's

isabe l a im so

used to seeing her as the DA2 appearancce that I??????

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thequixoticbedhead replied to your post: I should probably change my courselink...

but why. why would you do such a thing.

because i have to participate in group discussions for deviance class and I need to look professional to some degree

i'll change it next semester again lmao

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thequixoticbedhead replied to your post “Eventually you will get sick of using your character’s names to...”

NOOOO WHY EPITHETS. WHY. NO.

this guide also included some truly awful genitalia-words

[elfyourmother]

Your recording about Gisele's lesbian sex magic spell was wonderful, omg. I was wondering, in light of some of the things you mentioned: is there a degree to which Gisele's nature as a hero (ultimately saving with love) is an homage to Sailor Moon?

it’s definitely intentional

personality wise I really go for her as being a cross between Usagi and Michiru

but that has always been my favorite kind of hero and Sailor Moon is probably a big reason why, it was really formative for me in a lot of ways

Dragon Age is such a grimdark kind of game in a lot of ways, there is just so much death piled on top of violence and suffering and misery, and I see so many Wardens in particular that are all about grim duty and sacrifice and people revel in the tragedy of their lives.

and that’s not to take anything away from characters like that, people have fun in different ways and i’m not gonna be fun police.

but that’s not what resonates with me, personally, and i reject it. characters like Gisele become even more important to me in crapsack settings like Thedas because despite how grim things get, despite the dark nights of the soul they might have, they never let it define them, and they never let it destroy them—they just respond with more love and compassion

I saw a really awful quote from voldemort a long time ago that essentially boiled down to that first year art student view of fiction that says tragic endings are the only ones that mean anything

and i just couldn’t possibly disagree more with that

the stories and the heroes that resonate most with me are the ones where, ultimately, people pull through. even if it’s bittersweet or something of a pyrrhic victory. i need them to be a light in the darkness and to find a way out and to help others along the way

i have suffered from depression for my entire life, i literally don’t know what it’s like to live without it. i need love and hope like air in my stories because it’s so hard for me to see it for myself in my own life so much of the time. i don’t have compassion for myself most of the time. if i can make a character who manages to have a bottomless well of it despite everything, who stumbles but gets up again (with help), that’s something i always want

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thequixoticbedhead replied to your post “thequixoticbedhead replied to your post “important question for...”

look i am willing to work this out okay, complexities be damned, @taylorswift just has to say the word.

well if i get a response to my post i'll be sure to mention your name + the fact that i like your face