Nov 8, 2022
i had a lot of good healthy beliefs and values and really stubborn self love and such. i let myself feel without having to justifiy it being the correct emotion in the correct intensity or frequency. i let myself cry and feel bad and when i was done i’d clean up and go back to whatever else i was doing. i had a lot of disfunction and other flaws like lashing out, but i had some really really really good parts too, that i had developed myself.
anyway. therapy annihilated most of those good bits. so. recovery and stuff.
#honestly is therapy intended to make ppl worse? it definitely leaves most ppl the same or worse#but sometimes it seems like they really are trying as hard as possible to make me as unstable as possible#like besides the whole thing abou breaking ppl down to brainwash them#they just want me to be as miserable and fucked up and terrified as possible#i think a lot of them are sadistic#im so tired#unperson#dangersona#therapized
