#therapy doesnt help

[obsessionrevived]

I feel like my entire life has been my waiting for it to get better.

[spritebastian]

me when my mom completely refuses to get me assessed for anything at all, and hates the idea of me taking medication to help with my mental health even though i am incredibly self-destructive and depressed often and know theres something heavily wrong with my mental health but i dont know what it is because she refuses to help me

[shmingleping]

My brain is just too fucked up for me to be one of those kinds of ppl that can survive in this world without some type of any substance(s) to make it shut the fuck up.

[ayjairo]

I’m venting not asking for money or donations.

I’m 22, but I have all this anxiety about my life. I want to be an actor but I’m stuck here in St. Louis. To do anything real I need to be out on the west coast but I can’t move out there without money. This time last year I had almost $2000 saved up and right now I’m about to go broke. This has been a huge source of anxiety for me. Just the other day I cried in my car because of this fear that I’m going to be stuck here doing squat and coasting by the rest of my life in jobs that I loathe. To top it all off I’m single which isn’t inherently bad, but when I start talking to a prospective guy that I can see myself really liking I go crazy with it all. I make stupid decisions and he gets annoyed with me and I have this awful codependency complex that makes me think every second he isn’t responding is a second he’s trying to avoid me when I know he’s busy with school and extra curriculars. the last thing I want to do is drive this guy away but I’m managing it all while trying to be cool, maybe I just need to end things before my emotions develop, or before I drive him crazy as well. He deserves better than that. God I’m so crazy.

[band-i]

I'm tired if being sad all the time.