UNKNOWN - Saeran
I like how in every route, no matter in casual/deep/another route, where we can meet unknown, the first impression of unknown when he first met Saeyoung face to face was expressing how disappointed he is because Saeyoung had long "forgotten" him and leaving a severe wound in his heart.
Unlike Ray, Unknown seems to be somewhat concerned that Saeyoung didn't acknowledged him. He feel the need to slap the "truth" of the abandonment on Saeyoung's face. Saeran promised himself that he would destroy Saeyoung, he told himself that he would never listen to Saeyoung again but he had already memorized every word that fell past his lips. Unknown refused to believe, but he wants to believe.
Unknown personality somewhat get into me, that perhaps the real future, with constant pain and agony of this universe of what-Saeran-would-be, is unknown. Unknown is a result coming out from betrayal in their childhood. He promised himself that after getting a trace of Saeyoung, he would get rid him off completely, but he could never bring himself to. He could never see the death of Saeyoung infront of his eyes.
Perhaps his inner child, the one that longed to meet his brother, still exist within himself, wishing and praying, that he could see him one day. That everything is a lie and the betrayal is a mistake. He told himself that he would never fall prey to another one of Saeyoung's disguises, that he would free himself from stitches that his brother threaded with lies, the boy who changed his name and forgot all about the life he should have been living.
But he couldn't shaking his faith away from Saeyoung, that now he realized it. He could not seeing Saeyoung die. His inner thought contradicting with what he voiced out. He must not believe him, but he did. Unknown release his pain, his agony, his hatred, his waiting, HIS MISERY, so Saeyoung would acknowledged how upset he is, and into what state he had been in for a long time, and Saeyoung wasn't there to see, be there for him.
Well that's all for my rambling, ahah. 🤣
I'm deeply sorry for unknown, he had been going through so much, but I can't help but feel a bit amusing that "unknown", of all the persona of Saeran, he's always the one that said something like "he forgot me..." . Ray isn't like that. So it's kind of funny to me. It's understandable since Saeyoung has a huge impact in his life but still the first thing he would say is "you abandoned me".
*sad sniffles*
