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Favorite Christian Reed x Tara Webster moments (3/???)
my angsty/sad girl playlists
are we still friends?: playlist based on the song of the same title by tyler, the creator. it's basically just a bunch of songs where you can yearn about a friend/lover.
beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy: playlist based off the movie beautiful boy (2018)
distant echoes: melancholy-sounding r&b songs. meant to be listened to in a car while it's raining.
do you feel alone right now?: based off the movie, donnie darko (2001).
eps1.0_hellofriend.mov: based off the tv series 'mr. robot'. i highly recommend the show if you haven't seen it and you are mentally ill or are a film bro.
for 6 months i couldn't sleep: based off one of my favorite movies, fight club (1999). specifically based on the narrator of the story who suffers from insomnia bcs i too have insomnia and it's a very trippy experience.
hell is a teenaged girl: seems self-explanatory
i am the shadows: based on robert pattinson's batman from the batman (2022). its basically just an emo playlist for emo batman.
i don't feel...well: based off the movie pearl (2022) bcs it changed me. this is mostly based off the monologue that pearl does near the end of the film.
i fell in love with a war: based off the song 'a pearl' by mitski. basically for the girls who feel like they've never been normal and their love language is violence/conflict
if you love me, keep it to yourself: based off the songs 'vacillator' by ethel cain and 'i love you' by billie eilish. it's a collection of songs that are based off of the feeling of not wanting people to love you because you know you will disappoint them eventually or it will be ruined in some way.
i just...i wished that you liked me: based off ladybird (2017). if you have mommy issues and are scared of growing up, this is the playlist for you.
i just want so badly to be rid of you: based off of the australian teen tv series, dance academy (2009), and the main relationship between christian and tara. if you don't watch the series, it's also just a sad breakup playlist.
i knew he wanted cool girl: based off of amy dunne from gone girl (2014). basically a playlist for when your fed up being a woman in a man-dominated society but in a barely suppressed female rage type of way.
i'm a liability: based off the song 'liability' by lorde. for those who feel like they are too much.
i'm fine: you're experiencing visceral all consuming rage but you're trying to do it in a pretty and aesthetic way
"i thought you'd love me, jo!": songs that i felt embodied laurie in little women (2019) when he said this line
it's getting bad again: pov: you have crippling depression and don't know what to do with yourself.
"it's never about me": fiona gallagher inspried playlist
it's not your fault: playlist for the girlies with heaps of childhood trauma
i used to be a brother: based off the movie iron claw (2023), another one of my favorite movies.
i was perfect: based off the movie black swan (2010), specifically nina and her crippling perfectionism.
"just love me and eat": playlist that my friend actually put together in slide show form for me and i just copied her. it's based off of the movie bones and all (2022).
loneliness has followed me my whole life: based off the movie taxi driver (1976), specifically the main character, travis bickle
may december: based off the film of the same title, but focused on joe and how he probably feels as a victim of grooming.
meet me in montauk: based off clementine and joel from the movie eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (2004) and their relationship.
mirrorball: based off of the song 'mirrorball' by taylor swift. In the song, she compares herself to a reflective disco ball that reflects all the personalities around her but when the light is off her she's just there. i relate deeply to this idea and this playlist has a bunch of songs that i feel work with this idea. but i've also added some songs onto it that reflect that feeling of anxiety that goes with being a mirrorball bcs you're scared that other people will eventually realize that you're just reflecting. and songs that show the jealousy that comes from looking at other people who seem to just be naturally magnetizing.
mitski.: all of my favorite mitski songs
mother and child have crazy beef: based off the movie mother (2020) but if you have mommy issues, this playlist is for you.
my year of rest and relaxation: based off the book of the same name because i read the book recently and unfortunately it did not convince me that i don't need a year of rest and relaxation myself.
narc crash: playlist based off the song 'brand new city' by mitski where she says "if i gave up on being pretty i wouldn't know how to be alive". a "narc crash" is basically when someone with npd's grandiose idea about themselves is shattered and they go into a deep depression bcs they've basically lost their sense of self. so the song 'brand new city' kind of reminded me of that experience and how it feels to be so hopelessly depressed but still desperately clinging on to a persona bcs you still want people to like you.
nick dunne: playlist from the perspective of nick dunne from gone girl (2014)
the night we met: songs that clay jensen from 13 reasons why would relate to or enjoy.
no alarms and no surprises: based on the song 'no surprises' by radiohead bcs that song reminds me of how much i wish life was just simple and quiet.
or maybe i was just a girl, interrupted: basically hell is a teenaged girl all over again but with slightly different songs and it's loosely based on daisy from girl, interrupted (1999)
overworked & underpaid: playlist for those who were born to slay but forced to work and study
please, hurry leave me (i can't breathe): all my personality disorder girlies RISE.
pray for the best, prepare for the worst: based on detective loki from the movie prisoners (2013)
radiohead!: all my favorite radiohead songs
the regularness of life is too hard for me: based off of christopher moltisanti from the sopranos.
romeo & juliet: songs that capture the tragedy of their romance
sedate me: a rainy day playlist but sad.
today is not a good day: based on ruben from the sound of metal (2019)
"you all want me to fail.": based on abigail from the series dance academy (2009). basically a good playlist for if you're a perfectionist (derogatory)
"you leave me alone now.": based off the film the hunt (2012), about a man who was falsely accused of a crime and how it ruined his life.
no because dance academy was such a special show. like. it was actually fucking PROFOUND. every voiceover from Tara (or whoever did it that episode) at the beginning and end of an episode was fucking life changing. I will never be over it. The aesthetic, the direction with all those stunning shots. The music/soundtrack. The characters. The portrayl of grief. All the stuff it covered. How funny it was. How emotional!!!! And that's not even mentioning the fucking dancing!! And none of the characters were ever badly written/character assassinated, everything was tied up at the end, everything made so much narrative sense. The writers of this show LOVED this show, loved the characters, and ALWAYS did them justice.
my GOD I am crying right now, there will never be another show like Dance Academy. it was so precious. it will always be so precious to me, until the day I fucking die
The time is right for a Dance Academy renaissance
Thinking about the original intention of the writers of Dance Academy was to have Ben dying instead of Sammy. They allegedly chose Sammy cause Ben was a recent addiction to the cast, so the impact of killing Sammy off would be bigger. But years later, they ended up writing the plot of Ben’s leukemia returning in the movie. So I’ve thought about an AU where this happens in the end of season 2 and while everybody gets pretty worried for Ben, neither he nor Sammy ends up dying.
The Prix de Fonteyn episode would start the same way. Grace would still surprise Tara with her red shoes performance. Tara would still go to the judges trying to do something about it. Sammy would still show his solo to Abigail the night before the competition and go on his run the next morning. And Christian would still go to the theater to talk to Tara, but before he got there, he’d receive a call from a very distressed Kat, who wouldn’t be able to form a full coherent sentence, so Abigail would have to take the phone from her hands and inform Christian, in a slightly shaken voice, that Ben had fainted while they were rehearsing, and that they were in the hospital with him and Miss Raine waiting for his parents to show up. Abigail and Christian would agree to keep Tara and Sammy in the dark about what’s happening until after the Prix, but both of them realize Christian is acting weird and inquire him about it.