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i have so much shit to do but literally 0 motivation to do any of it send help :((

#i think this is like my worst semester i’ve ever had in college 😭#like the burnout hit FAST with this one #fuck i’m so tired and mentally exhausted but i already have so much overdue it never gets this bad for me :(#between the fear of academic failure and craving validation i’m usually on top of this shit idk what’s happening #ughhhhhh fuck this #theyshemeranting

it’s days like this that really make me wish i had someone to hold me and tell me that im alright

#i feel like my soul is rotting from the inside out #anyways my periods a few days overdue but i’m sure that’s unrelated #no but fr there’s something wrong and idk what it is and i don’t know how to fix it #but i think that just having someone near me would make it at least a little better #god i fucking hate this #theyshemeranting

#i’m just gonna vent in the tags cuz i need to get it out somewhere and i don’t wanna clog up peoples dash #i swear to god i’m just gonna spend the next few weeks crying #i didn’t wanna spend more than two weeks at my parents place but my mom talked me into staying until the 4th of july #(i don’t fucking know why????? we all fucking hate this country rn so what the fuck is there to celebrate)#but she keeps telling people i’m only here for two weeks. like ik it’s such a dumb thing to be mad about but it just feels so shitty????#idk why but like. i’m sacrificing my mental health to be here and an extra weeks is not NOTHING to me #but apparently it’s nothing to her #whatever #she’s such a fucking bitch when i try to set any kind of boundary too #like when i’m not setting boundaries she’s all like ‘oh we have great communication!! this is a healthy relationship’#no bitch #no it fucking isn’t #im avoiding setting boundaries now because everytime i try we end up fighting and she starts guilt tripping me #and i just don’t have the energy for it #istg i could say smth as simple as ‘hey could you please not do this? it makes me feel bad.’#it turns into ‘oh i’m SORRY i didn’t know i was such a HORRIBLE MOTHER that im doing these things that make you feel SO BAD #like. cool maa. i’m just gonna dissociate for the next three weeks cause fuck you i don’t have the energy for your shit #also #my best friend is gonna be at his parents place for the summer cuz he didn’t get a job near us so he’s gonna be gone when i get back :(((#i’m so fucking mad i’m gonna miss him so much #fuck. i just. don’t wanna be here anymore #i wanna go home #theyshemeranting

ughhh i’m so upset i wasted a cute outfit on a boring night 😭😭

#we were going clubbing but most of the group flaked and the place we found was dead asf :(#and i looked so good!!!! literally criminal i couldn’t put it to use #maybe i’ll post a fit pic…. maybe……#no but literally. my outfit was the DEFINITION of easy access …. AND IT WASNT TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF !!!!!#ugh so mad #theyshemeranting

ok so i know this is irrational or like just my insecurities talking or whatever but i need to rant anyways

but what if my anxiety is the the reason that no one ever pursues a relationship with me? what if everyone i ever date realizes that im too much work, too much effort, too needy, just too much in general. cause im always too much for people. too caring, too curious, too needy, and now too anxious. i hate that my mental health is something that keeps fucking me up, no matter how much i work on it or put in the time, it’s never fucking enough.

#i’m trying really hard not to internalize all this but it’s really fucking hard yk #fuck this #theyshemeranting

what’s the difference between being a pessimist and expecting the worst so that you can avoid being disappointed and it turning into a self-fulfilling prophecy vs. wanting to brace yourself when you feel like something bad is about to happen?

#/genuine question #i’m trying so hard to make myself believe that whatever happens happens but it’s hard when i care so much only to be met with jackshit #how tf do i keep doing this to myself #idk i really really want it to just be my anxiety that’s causing all this but it’s not coming from no where #theyshemeranting

need to be held soon or i’m going to turn evil istg

#i’m so touchstarved im going fucking insane #i have too much work to do to be yearning like this 😭😭#fuck this i need a smoke break #theyshemeranting #butch bait

it’s crazy how a single passive aggressive text from my mother can ruin my mood so fucking quickly 😍😍

#haven’t even started my day yet and i’m already crying #i fucking hate her ykw fuck this she ain’t seeing me till christmas eve idc anymore #you wanna be a bitch? fine guess you need a reminder that you raised a bitch too #theyshemeranting

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