There are these moments where suddenly the ever-expanded possibilities become noticed by your mind.
Not like "I know everything's a combination of other things". Like...
...it's a visceral internal understanding that you could go outside while it's raining, and pick out the grass from your neighbour across the road's lawn, all while shouting "I AM THE LIZARD QUEEN!!"
...and that's not even 1% of what you know is possible in that moment, just the 1% you have words for at that time.
It's like that moment where you find a lovecraftian entity and come back with your mind intact, except that you remember the sheer expance of existence for that moment and are left with that bewildering feeling of "...I can do that...?"











