It’s interesting sometimes how I actively make my ex a reason for doing things. Like, I don’t like facial hair because it’s itchy and gross and gives me bad gender feelings™️ but also my ex really liked my facial hair and that doesn’t seem relevant on an everyday basis I don’t think “ha, suck it ex!” When I’m shaving but if I list reasons I don’t like facial hair she inevitably makes the list. It happens for other stuff too like food. She had a lot of allergies so everyonce in a while I’ll think “ha! I can eat this food with a clear conscience again!” Even though it’s kind of an odd thought










