#thinking more

[highlandhour]

Modern! Aerion has a buzz cut and Modern! Dunk has a mod cut

i dont make the rules!!!!

[layaboutace]

u ever start thinking about ur own au idea so much and get excited

[shizukups]

Plagued by thought

plagued, haunted. terrorized, even.

[dirty-little-fanfricker]

Bara Sansy.... Taking on a drunk Papy... Hmmm... Hmmm!!! Thinking...

[la-vie-gypsy]

The experience

I went through this week literally changed my life forever. Good and bad

[autumnnprincess]

Unsure, oh so unsure...

My friend in real life (the one I`m going to Desucon with) knows I write fanfiction. She`s into it too (though not in the monster fandom, I think she`s into Doctor Who and Batman), and she really wants to read some of my stuff.

I kinda want her to, since I`m pleased with the things I`ve posted. It`s just…if she reads it, she will know which fandom I`m in and she`ll find my tumblr blog too – something I`ve kept hidden from everyone I know in real life, because I`m so much more open here. Like, people I know in real life don`t even know I`m bisexual.

But I think I might give her a link to my ffn profile. I know she can be trusted, and that she won`t spread it around. She and I go years back, and we were in the same class for three years. Today I think she`s the only person I know in real life I can actually call a friend – at least she`s the only one I want to hang out with. We had so much fun back in the “good old days” of 2002 – 2005, and spent our days giggling and watching weird music videos online.

But jeez, I`m freaking about her finding me on here… It`ll be like…when Anna found Elsa in the ice castle. With me being Elsa and my blog being the castle. Anna went for her sister and found a person who was completely changed.

I don`t really know what to do now, but in a way I want her to see what I`m into (who knows, maybe I`ll drag her down with me).