#thinking-out-loud

[thepiperoni]

To be extraordinary is a very ordinary wish

-Anonymous

[qreating-blog]

Why I'm here

I’m here because I have only just begun a new phase in my life where I put what I want first. Do you know that feeling, putting every ounce of everything else in life first? People. Choices. Fear.

That’s why I want to relate. I want to qreate. And I want to prove that I can put my artistic juices first. I can’t neglect this passion, not now. Even if I am going into my last year at university. SO WHAT? Come at me!!!

Three years ago my art teacher told me to complete my exam as an oil painting. That was my first and last oil painting and it was amazing, I overcame that fear of not being perfect, of just being me.

Today I am painting. Out of the comfort of pencil and paper, and the future holds so much more. So, without being trapped in the university tunnel vision and running through the overthinking explosion of what is yet to come my focus is on my art.

20, in London. Expensive living, living a double life. My dream starts now.

Q

[thickstaro]

" Yes I Do, I Believe, That One Day I Will Be, Where I Was Right There, Right Next To You, And Its Hard The Days Just Seem So Dark, The Moon, The Stars, They’re Nothing Without You Your Touch Your Skin Where Do I Begin, No Words Can Explain The Way That I’m Missing You, The Night The Emptiness, This Hole That I Have Inside These Tears They Tell They’re Own Story………"

[thickstaro]

Lol you kno I'd like to kno what's it with this generation and putting themselves on video its like everything they do they make a video I blame the introduction of reality shows everyone want to become a star everyone wants to be famous and see their names in lites

[anxiousninja]

Lost de match

Oh well, they played well. We kinda sucked in last overs too. 

Sometimes I think the world is competing over who can consume more. And show it off on Facebook. Why else would posting "Having dinner at this fancy restaurant with a photo where everybody's looking fancy" be a culturally fine thing to do. You are saving the memories? Save them in your phone! But I guess it's good that people can just post post in on facebook and you don't have to listen to their elaborate tales the next day. Also, I guess the only people who hate this thing are the ones who don't get to do that. But gah, I feel superior. 

Why do I even care about that? You know what an ideal life looks like in my mind? Getting up next to a beautiful wife with sunlight filtering through her hair, and then having morning sex, and then having breakfast together, going to work in a hurry and not finding things because sex took too much time, but who cares?! You are the CEO of the company and your wife runs her own restaurant. 

(A guy can't dream?)

But seriously, if I had that life, I wouldn't want to put it up on Facebook. I know people like to share. But like, seriously. I mean, people do things these days so that they can post it up on Facebook/Instagram. It kinda sucks and shows how shallow all of us really are. 

Anyway, I got this bicycle today. Gotta start getting up early and riding it daily. This has to be done. This has to be done. This has to be done. No, seriously, dude. Don't try and die alone or get up early and try a bit.