So charlie boo has had a shower - he looks like crap / the pain is killing him today - he's pale and dark under the eyes.. he's still losing weight even though he's actually eating a little more, if anyone dares tell me after this weekend it's all in his mind... they will regret it.. because back in December that's what they hinted at .... with a sledge hammer kind of hints.. which really made me angry.. so I quietly but formula told the doctor he was barking up the wrong tree so to speak ( quietly as charlie was in the room ) and if he had nt just shut up for a moment and listened ... I was sending charlie out for a more indepth chat with the doctor.. but he took my warning look - as a bigger hint.. and then he finally listened to Charlie. Charlie is on observation from tonight till Monday - it also means he might finally get help with the pain - I just want him Better.. walking my legs off - talking my ears off.. being the boy I know and love .. #ourworld #myboy #ourson #beautifulsoul #mylife #mybabyboy #poorly #illhealth #illhealthsucks #thinkofhim #myheartaches #worried
