#thirdlifekin

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dear martyn,

i... don't know what to say to you, honestly. i started this message knowing i wanted to say something, but i'm not sure what.

maybe i want to say i hate you, i don't know. part of me hates you, but the other part of me is stuck on all the "i love you"s and the way everything felt so real. i want to believe it wasn't real- it would be so much easier to just accept you didn't love me- but you kept playing along even when nobody was watching.

was it gratitude? was i reading everything wrong the whole time? why didn't you tell me it was all a bit to you? just a way to keep us both in the game longer? did you think i knew?

i know you'll likely never see this letter and its even more unlikely you'll ever respond, but god, i just wish i knew what you were thinking. if it really was just a ploy to save yourself or if you felt anything for me at all. i don't know. i think this message is more supposed to be some kind of closure than it is a way of reaching out.

either way, i'm running out of things to say and even more running out of the will to say them. i hope you're taking care of yourself, martyn.

with love,

ren (3rd life + kin)

[Letter Sent!]

[fictionkinfessions]

hopping onto the life series folks band wagon. hello all :]

-the red king, 3rd life, kin

x

[penaconys-princess]

I wrote a thingggg!!

Well, for the most part, it’s a massive kin mem lol. That, or you can just read it as flat out angst

Uhhh, TW for death, mentions of blood, war, self-worth issues I think, and yeaaa!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/41296404

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[canoncalled]

hello hello, c!grian from 3rd life / last life smp here, lookin 4 every1 but mostly scar bc. yknow. Reasonz . im 18, dont rlly have an age margin of ppl id be uncomfortable talkin 2 ! az a start i will mention i did have mid-sized parrot wingz in 3l (allowed me to glide but not fly, think elytra w/o fireworkz) and no longer had them in ll, so if at least that soundz familiar feel free 2 message me on thiz acc!

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[fictionkinfessions]

Kin foods? Kin foods. As 3rd Life/Empires Scott, I miss golden apples and golden carrots? Mushrooms stews were my favorites. I remember my Jimmy running around our territory as a Red Life trying to find mushrooms to prove that he's still my "bug and strong husband who can provide sustenance".

As my non canon/self insert for Pokemon Sun/Moon, I miss malasadas. Hau would always stop by my house with a whole bag of them. My personal favorites were the ones with plain sugar coating them with the most delicious chocolate-banana filling.

Even though I haven't been in a general Detroit Become Human mood lately, I also miss the taste of thirium. The closest thing I can get to it are blue otter pops but even then it feels like it's missing something...

[fictionkinfessions]

when you're both c!joel (third life) and c!lizzie (last life) hhhhh help chdksbcn ;__;

[fictionkinfessions]

the sickest joke this universe ever played was giving me a space to exist, trapped in a world unsuited for me, and then give me memories. memories of being myself, of talking with the Hand, existing mentally alongside my host and physically with those we loved, those I can weather. but memories where I clearly AM MY HAND? whichever sick god decided this can burn. I will make it so. -red king, third life #🗡❤