#this is all going wrong

[professeurabsarde]

I just got my fist digital art equipment, and of course the first thing I would attempt was Nathalie.

I still need to get used to the new medium though so you'll be seeing both digital and traditional stuff.

---god drawing in digital for the first time is sooo weird I don't know what I'm doing---

[pierrots-frown]

i have my media exam on friday and have done 0 work for it because every time i try, i end up crying and i can’t deal with this at all nope

like it should be piss easy- it is fucking MEDIA, i can write an essay ten times worse than a good english essay and still get an A, but i don’t know any content and the actual structure is hard for my brain to understand as it makes very little actual sense like we have to apply sociology to characters and then to audiences and it is fucking stupid bc it is not relevant

i can’t remember the names of the theorists they tell us to use in class even though my memory is usually exceptional, and i just feel thoroughly under-prepared and like the teaching i was present for was bullshit. 

i feel like this is gonna go really wrong, like having to leave the exam wrong and that terrifies me so i am preoccupied with that and can’t focus on the cramming i really have to do

and once this is over i have more exams and if this goes wrong i will barely cope with those

[water-prxncess]

aquamgemma replied to your post:[Ok but why did lapis say sugilite smelled like...

i wanted to send you something and i panicked and just sent that i’m so rr y

[ok so I just]

[I'm laughing so hard]

[I'm sat here panicking thinking I missed a joke]

[And it turned out you panicked as well]

[meibebaby]

Honestly, I just want someone to beat the fuck out of me. I want to feel something. Anything

[neontext]

AND NOW KOMAEDA WITH LEE WHAT

[iynqpenned]

Don't go on my blog. It's a travesty.