college is hard but good so far, i surprisingly made friends with my colleagues and have them to support me during this trip is great. I don't know why i started writing i just felt like doing it, maybe sometimes i just need to let out stuff even tho i always have people around me to hear me and it feels good but in my mind i'm always on my own so i kinda need my weird space. I think i'm definitely leaving behind my old "friends" cause it's what they deserve and i'm trying to move on to happier places with new people since life, studying and mostly love for science gave me this opportunity. I do really want to grow up and be more mature about situations in my life, i'll wait that moment and i'll finally be free.











