i love you ( bellbekah
meme ~ no longer accepting !
she never tires of hearing him say it. those words that hold so much weight and yet suddenly feel like cuffs binding her somewhere that she doesn’t want to be. she feels agitated as much as he was frustrated and she wishes that she could throttle this suffocating uncertainty that exists between them. has it always been there? she isn’t entirely sure. what she does know however is that she loves him too. perhaps more than she even realized was possible. more than she wanted it to be possible. she loves him in that blistering sort of way that always implodes whenever they’re actually together. it scares her, the idea that maybe eventually he’ll see some kind of light and find that he doesn’t want her at all. that once all the walls come down they’ll be left with a boredom that’s purely unmanageable. so, even though those words are given, she silently rejects them. she turns her eyes towards him and catches his. his gaze burns through. he’s far too good for her, just as he’s always been. “ do you? “ she questions, a sharp tone of disbelief filling each word. “ and how do you expect me to believe that? because, you should know, I don’t think that I can. “