#this is prose

[daddyellis]

a year ago, I was worried I'd never finish anything

120 days ago, I was afraid my idea was strange

a few weeks ago, I reflected on the day I decided to start typing again

it felt so good, so final, the culmination of years of skills and research

I did it, I finished so many things this year and I kept on writing more

if anyone ever tells you not to follow your dreams;

tell them to burn in hell

it's so worth it

100,000 goals are now the only thing I see and every time I lap one,

i feel more and more free

this is who i'm meant to be

we all feel worthless sometimes, like we aren't good enough,

like we won't ever make it

breaking through that ceiling is the hardest climb we will ever take

but the air outside, it's so sweet

i've never been so proud of me as I am now, looking forward to 400K

and another 400K more

i'm already planning my next trilogy.

[thediscossessed]

I want you all to know that I treat my tumblr experience like Ground Control to Major Tom. I am piloting this rocket alone, and I will be alone for a long time. I send messages back to base with no response. “I bet everyone is having fun at home.” I say to myself. Meanwhile the mutuals on the other side, cheering me on for the milky drift* I did on on Saturn’s ring. I feel like a bad bitch the entire time. Houston, it’s dark in here.

[lanatural-books]

If anyone speaks to me I'm only replying in Miles Kane (tm) lyrics, sorry but I'm too fickle, set in my ways, I'm too little too late-

[prorneth-eus]

i am currently watching the 2004 phantom of the opera as a treat to myself and sometimes a visceral memory of being in twelfth grade vocal class hits me like a hammer because i once sat through more than five minutes of my classmate wrongly explaining the plot of phantom before performing think of me as my best friend clutched my arm to hold me back from physically reacting because i was so furious

[seung-vi]

when is your next fic

after my last fictil todayi have written approximately0i've not written anythingim starting to feel like a failure

[majordepreciationdisorder]

oh look a tumblr radar post wow what great art piece

why dont i click blog to see more

suddenly gay pornography on work computer screen

[gcdlessly]

" There's nothing you can do to save humanity. You're worthless. "

       Worn were your bones, masticated by time ( powerful wolf ) past tender flesh.       Others much like everyone, glimpsed at but a skeletal silhouette, aimless.       Rare were the memories of a childhood that felled more than built.       To lead you on like this, hollowness had seen you as devil’s cruel child.       Hanging to the sinful path you could only traverse as someone else.       Look, had said Ymir, you are more than your bones and more than ——       Echoes. You are the result of collisions and pain but from pain you rise.       Soaring high, someone else, touch the sky; feeling restless.       So it goes, until you, golden lark, follow your instinct; the call of the void.                       The beginning to every sentence of your life dictated who you were,                               and had been —— certainly, it announced your future.