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Did u know that androids can't tan? Yeah me neither.

#Face.#I promised a psychobilly swimsuit selfie like over a month ago.#This is that.

#abi.moosic #yall ever hear art so good it pisses u off?#this is that.#Spotify

Once saw somebody refer to something as "a distinctly pansexual flavor of cringe" and I rolled my eyes so hard I think my soul left my body for a second. Like holy shit you people are STILL on about this? Get a life.

#panphobia #exclusionists are always calling people cringe but you know that thing people say sometimes #about accusations being confessions?#this is that.#I know I'm engaging in some bitching right now but in my defense. The thing I'm bitching about is someone being nasty #And the things they bitch about are people uhh... existing. And talking about their existence.

> Mads Conor throws their phone across the courtyard, stands up and shoots into the sky rapidly. In a series of flaps, darts, quick landings, even quicker takeoffs, and several short sprints, they dart wildly around the cube of space they’re inhabiting, pupils dilated and brain wacky; it’s the zoomies.

#you know. that thing cats do where they dart around your house wildly for no apparent reason?#this is that.#Action #Off Strings (ic)#M!A: Nyangel

There is so much I am afraid of and so much that I want to say and I never feel like I can.

It's been one year, four years, six years since my life has been changed. I've become a new person each time. There are parts of me, not small, that wonder what would've happened had my life not been changed. Where would I be? Who would I be? Is there some place where I am happier than I am now? Is it the worry about that place the reason I feel the way I do.

I have so much filling my thoughts that I'm sometimes unsure what actually makes sense and what I'm convincing myself is logical. Have I feigned happiness for so long that I can no longer tell if I am actually happy or not? Is that a victory on my part?

I don't know what to do. There are daily decisions I make and I wonder so often if I'm making the right ones.

I feel sick. I feel things I shouldn't feel and I'm never sure whether to act on them or not.

Then I consider that all this decision making effects other people, and I feel dizzy. If I can't be sure if a choice I made or am making is right for me, how the fresh fuck am I supposed to take into account other's feelings?

I need to simplify but I don't know what does that. Keeping the old? Embracing the new? Is there a way to do both without complexity?

No. There isn't.

#personal #writing during anxiety attacks #This is that.