#this quarantine

[thebooklife]

i’m gonna start an “ebeth’s best of quarantine” edits on tunglr.gov so y’all get ready because i have great trashy taste <3

[notraylen]

6am thought:

I make posts constantly about myself in hopes i can laugh at the ridiculousness of it all and smile the sadness i feel away, and it works almost everytime. Until it comes around again, like an old friend i greet the feeling warmly and brace for impact.

My body and soul feel empty more often than not. I think i enjoy being loved a lot more than loving someone and i can never truly put my all into a relationship which has sadly been my downfall.

It doesn’t help that i feel unwanted when people forget to message me back. In my head i know they’re busy and people have lives and no one truly owes me their time. I just- am blue.

I can be surrounded in a room filled with people i love and cherish dearly yet still feel solitary.

I’m, me.

[qvilligan]

😐