Finding it really hard to prioritise my internship work tasks. Really, I kind of need everything to be done now, asap.
Some little achievements re: self-care for myself:
Took the nail polish off my fingernails yesterday
Conditioned my hair with the leave-in condition, that I should be doing every day I haven't freshly washed it
Had a bath yesterday
Feeding myself regularly, even if I'm maybe not eating quite enough or super duper healthily
Brushing my teeth most nights and flossing on some occasions (this and the last point have been consistent, and they certainly have only been things I've been doing more consistently in the past year or two)
Having something for breakfast (also never used to eat breakfast, but now I wake up ravenous)
Have been working at my desk in the living room a lot more since a month or two ago.
Things that have been on my mind that I would really like to do for myself:
Some colouring - honestly this is very easy, I think it's my executive dysfunction + feeling like if I do something it should be work, then ending up executively paralysed
Put the artwork things in the right photo frames which have been sitting on the floor since I bought them
Paint fingernails again
I would also really like to take a nap, but the same executive dysfunction/guilt and wired drive to have to do work that won't let me rest easy is also really sufocating this one.











