I just found my first attempt at drawing Dib
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I just found my first attempt at drawing Dib
Im watching the outer banks on netflix and this shit is actually like 10x better than i thought it was gonna be
SO HOW LONG WAS IT GONNA BE BEFORE MY ASS DISCOVERED AVM?!?!?!??!?!?
It’s so fucking hot in this house
I got hurt at work
Except I didn't really get hurt at work
I got hurt practicing my skills and building the strength to go back to work
And then I got hurt more working too much
Well now I can't work
I have a good job
I make good money
I'm (almost, kinda, maybe gonna be) in a union
They fought hard for protections for us
They built systems the state failed to to support us
That's why we pay our dues
That's why we accept seniority and work for their contracts
That's why we put up with industry standards and unreliable staffing
Where are they now
Who knows
My friend got hurt at work
Except it wasnt really at work
She was born wrong
Despite the valiant efforts of her mother and doctors
She was born wrong
And now? There's no escape, but to keep trying
Throwing ourselves against the wall and grinning and beating the pain until we earn our place at the table
Surely it will only be a couple more weeks, months, years, who knows
We aren't supposed to be here
We are supposed to go to school, and get trained, and work our way up in the industry, and by the time we reach the halls in which we sit we are supposed to know how to do everything right and be welcomed with open arms and juicy contracts
We were supposed to live a dream set out for us by generations of violence and suffering
But then everyone died and the ones who didn't either ran for the hills or couldn't have been bothered to trudge through door after door after door slammed in their face
So here we sit, the only ones left
But they don't thank us for being here, they tell us to shovel shit, shit up, figure everything out ourselves, and good luck surviving because that's what they did to be where they are
I'm out of work for a week
Hopefully I will be able to get help
Hopefully there will be a net I can fall into and find some way to keep feeding tickets into the machine
To keep everything running so those precious few can keep basking in lights they'll never have to understand
And when I can't find any more tickets I will be too broken and tired to do anything but lay in my grave
sometimes i'm like "am i gonna be the next tiktok that says 'having a main character moment' if someone sees me look out the window in the car while listening to music"
hey not even kidding, but tag vsco girl mumbojumbo