So @borg-collective asked numero 28 for the ask thingy a few days ago but something went wrong so let's do it this way
28. How are you really? Gods this is one of those questions that force you to open up huh? Needed some time to think about this. So for the most part I feel really good and very welcoming to everything that's coming on my path! I feel happier than I felt in months.
Oh but I admit I'm also kinda struggling with fully embracing all that's new. The reason is that I'm currently trying to allow myself more to get out of my comfort zone (socially), telling myself I deserve love and happiness too, and just trying to be open with my feelings and emotions. Never doing all that has cost me a lot in life and I've made many mistakes I don't wanna make again, so that really drives me to make positive changes in myself and life. At the moment it all makes me a bit anxious and afraid, but maybe that's just a vital part of growing as a person. Growth is scary and painful but it's a journey we all need to make, right.
So how am I really you ask? A little afraid and trying to find my place in life, but very hopeful and positive too. Determined to make something beautiful out of life no matter what happens.
